Rebirth after Death

2010-11-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

My Dearest baby Anne, its gonna be a really long long long letter with eight hundred words of my love for you, but i bet you'll love it as much as you love me. Well, i better get started on my super long essay.

It's only been one month and fifteen days of our relationship, but all throughout the time being together with you, I have never once regretted asking you that question. My love for you is truly deep and sincere, you got me falling so deeply in love with you my dear! You are the best thing that's ever been mine~! All the dates we had, all the kisses we shared, all the hugs we gave, you won't believe it, but I remember every single one of them as every single one of them is important to me. You were shy being me during our first few days being together, but slowly you became more and more open towards me until now. You are still a little shy, but i can see that you really don't mind being with me anymore, in fact, I can tell that you WANT to be with me more than anything. Every date we had was fun and memorable, till towards the end when you walked into your house or your dad's car, that will always be the time i get emo. Like i told you so many times before, i don't like to leave you when I'm with you. Its not often that we can go out, because of your parents and my work, that's why every date we have is special, because only on our dates are we together physically, something that is not really easy to have. I always get excited when I am about to meet you and when I'm finally with you, I care nothing else in the world, because with you around, I will feel in heaven where everything is perfect and flawless. When I'm with you, all my pains disappear, all my worries gone, all my stress relieved, but the moment you leave, everything comes back again and my heaven soon turns to hell. I really hate to leave you physically my dear.

Our first month came quickly, but it wasn't as special as I wanted it to be because I had to give you your surprise sooner than our month-sary, really sorry for that, but you still loved it just as much. You couldn't get me anything, its okay, because i don't need a gift from you my dear, because all I really want is your heart, your love and your trust, but you wrote me a love letter instead, a very long and sweet love letter which i carry everywhere not because I'm too lazy to take it out, but because I really love the message that you wrote for me, it reminds me of you(like is there even anything that DOESN'T remind me of you?). I take out the letter to read all the time, reliving the time that i first read it, I even showed the letter to some of my friends though they didn't read its content. See, I'm proud that you are my dearest baby and I'm not afraid or ashamed to tell the world that you are my darling! I know that you are proud that I'm your dearest boy too, but you don't tell the world because you are scared of what others may think and also scared that your parents find out about us and tries to break us up, you are forgiven for that.

I wonder what will happen if one day we suddenly break up, I WONDER, but i DON'T WANT to find out! Ahahaha! Our love will never end! We will last!! Have you noticed that since the time we got together until now, we have never had a single quarrel? Bet you didn't know that right? Petty squabbles don't count ok. Our love is strong, nothing can break us apart ant nothing ever will. The rain can wash away everything we wrote on the sand, but it can never stop me from loving you. I love you way too much my dearest, and i can't bear to let you go. For once, I am going to be really really REALLY selfish, you are MINE and MINE ALONE!! NOBODY ELSE CAN HAVE YOU! Neither can you go to anyone else okay? Your class BBQ was the best date i ever had with you, I know that i wasn't suppose to be there and I know that i changed your plans of what you are going to do there, I'm really sorry okay. The night at the breakwater with you was the best time I ever had with you, I really wanted time to freeze there and then, the atmosphere around us was just perfect and sparks were flying around us, we were really in love then, well, our feelings for each other was much more then at least. Sometimes, i really wish that while we are having our er ren shi jie, it would rain and we would kiss. Kissing you in the rain is just perfect for me, its true that we will get wet, but at proves that when I'm with you, nothing else matters, the rain is cold and we will be drenched, but as long as I'm with you, the cold and the water doesn't bother me at all, because you are everything to me and nothing else matters when we are together.

I really love you my darling baby, and I will never trade you for anything else in the world, in fact, I'd trade EVERYTHING I have just to be with you. Everything I do for you is with all my heart, every sacrifice I give for you is worth everything, every word I say to you is all true and every 'I LOVE YOU' I say to you comes from the bottom of my heart. You are my everything and I love you, more than my own life.

P.S Confirm more than 800 words already, first paragraph alone 425 words already :D

2010-08-26T06:44:00.001+08:00

Ger... You promised that we'd be close friends after our break... But since then, we've been drifting further and further apart... I know that there was a time that i stopped messaging you... But i only did so in the hope that you'll notice me if i didn't message you... Whenever i message you, I always wait for your reply with my phone in my hand... Just to catch the instant that you reply... But most of the time, i don't get one... I really want to talk to you and be close to you again like last time... Why did this happen? I thought we were suppose to be very good friends... sigh... Is it because you don't want me to fall for you anymore?? Is that the reason why you're being so cold to me? Because you don't want me to continue loving you?? sigh... You know that i told you that I'd give up... But truthfully, I didn't okay... I still love you very greatly... The only difference is that i love you more now... After my attempt to stop loving you, I realised how much i truly loved you... I couldn't let you go, despite my best... Just like how you couldn't love me despite your efforts to do so... I really cant forget or give up loving you... I really love you a lot... Many times I tried to forget you, the most I ever forgotten about you was for only 3 hours... Each time I forget you, you never fail to get back into my head... Each time you come back, I realise how much I really love you that i cant let go... I think of you all the time... I even dream of you... They were sweet dreams, but when morning comes and i wake up, i realise that it will never come true... I cry every night, because I miss you... I emo everyday because I love you, but I cant have you... Germaine... I really do love you deeply... Please... Can you give us another chance? Life has really been miserable without your presence... I know that i look happy every time you see me, but its just a fake smile... Yea, I'm smiling... But inside, I'm dying... I'll tell you honestly... You are the only one so far who is able to make me miss you so much... Because i miss you that much, i love you even more... Because i miss you that much, i go insane... Because I miss you that much, I nearly committed suicide... Its because i love you that much that I always want to get closer to you, hoping that i can get another chance... I just love you... More and More each day...

2009-12-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hey people! I back after not posting for 3 weeks...
Honestly, I think this blog is gonna be head very soon... got no motivation to blag...
If you want me to continue blogging, then give me motivation ok...
By the way... If you come to my blog, please do leave your comments... Don't just come and go ok... Leave something behind...
Anyway, I'm now learning to play the guitar, so if there are anybody out there who knows how to play the guitar, please do tell me ok... I'll go to you for help...
hahas...
haiz... I still have nothing to blog about...
Wait, actually I have LOADS of things to blog about, but I'm super lazy to elaborate...
I got topics on:-
1) Competition
2) Overseas trip
3) Computer
4) Games
5) Arcade

So, want to know anything on these topics, tell me ok...
Sadded...
Can't go out unless I finish my homework... Trying to chiong already...
Want to go out next week...
Hmm...
4 more days and my Darling will be in Japan...
Well... I'm now super lazy and don't feel like typing anymore...
So sayonara people!

2009-11-26T12:18:00.003+08:00

Hey people! And spammers...
Wanna know something about me?
Well here it is...
I am the type of people that can never see spammers, because they are too cowardly and make themselves look small... In face, they make themselves so small that even with the aid of the world's most powerful microscope, I still won't be able to see them! Isn't that cool!!! HAHAS...
The funny thing is that I will know that there are spammers, but I just can't seem to see them...
Hahas... So here is a lesson for you all... If you want your comments to be seen by me, kindly leave your names... Unlike some teeny tiny people that just cant afford to let themselves be acknowledged by me because they are too ugly! hahas... So, next time you gonna spam with anything else but your name, be prepared to have those few minutes of your time go to waste, because only you will see them... Others that care for them or back them up, sorry to say that you are smaller than them...
Whenever I see tiny people, I have a tendency to step on them... So don't risk your life and die under my shoe... There is so many other better ways to doe then being killed under my shoe! HAHAS!!!

2009-11-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hasn't been posting for a long time...
No my blog is not dead ok...
Just didn't feel like blogging...
I still don't feel like blogging...
Been moody these few days as things are not going as planned...
I'm just gonna blog now to "revive" my blog(Inverted commas bacause it wasn't even dead)
Well... That's it I guess...
Life must go on be it being in good times or bad times...
Must really learn to let the bad things go away...
Hahas...
Sayonara peoples!

2009-11-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

This is so cute!!!!

2009-11-10T11:28:00.003+08:00

Hey people! Im back again! hahas...
New skin, new URL...
A fresh start again, hahas...
Well, yesterday, I was happy...
More than that actually... hahas...
Managed to spend the whole day with my baby...
hahas... Not gonna elaborate on that... hahas...
Just wanted to blog so that my blog wont look, so dead...
And I realised that I use a lot of "hahas"
lolz!!
Anyway, competition coming soon and my wheels are still not burnt down yet! OMG!! Gotta start burning them...
Headaches are what stress and eager-ness brings me...
hahas...
Will do my best for this competition...
My wish may come true after the competition...
I want to be in ELITE!!!
AHHHHHH!!!
Gotta train hard!!!!
Give my motivation! hahas...

Beatrice:
Remember the promise I made to you for making my project?
I got my important materials already... hahas...
Now I just need a whole bunch of aluminum foil, a black marker, a whole lot of transparent tape and a whole lot of time before I can start making it...
hahas... Up till now, you are the only one that knows about my personnel project and I promise that you will be one of the 1st to see it... hahas...
Cheers!!!

Darling:
Thanks for yesterday... Hahas... Really enjoyed myself...
Looking forward to our day... Its coming soon... Less than a weeks time...
I love you darling!
Aishiteru!
Wo ai ni!!
Muackxz...

End of post... hahas... See ya peoples!!

2009-11-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

One more day, ONE MORE DAY and it will be my holidays!!!!
Can't wait for that day to pass lolz...
Well, my days are currently still the same, hopefully the holidays and my competitions can change my mood... hahas...

Darling, I need help... Told you about what happened already... I can't overcome this myself ok... Really need your help to overcome this...

Anyway, Zac sent me an SMS about a meeting at 9.30PM tomorrow and I think it will be about the upcoming competitions... hahas... Cant wait to know what he wants to tell us...

Haiz... Drifting away from my friends, slowly... Why if my life like this now?? I hate life to be like this now...

No more... gonna stop here... I'll post again next time... hahas...

2009-11-03T16:15:00.002+08:00

My life sucks now...
My com is having problems, always auto restarting.
She is not giving me attention.
Competition is only 2 weeks away and my slides are deproving.
Still not having holidays yet.
Always bored at home.
Having heartaches thinking of everything relating to her.

Damn, can this get any worse?! Why do I have such a life now?!
Life Sucks...

2009-10-25T15:26:00.003+08:00

Back again!! hahas... Something happened to me today that made me damn happy... hahas... Not gonna say what thought... hehes...
Anyway... Yesterday also damn happy hahas... Learned few new slides...

1) Heel Barrow
2) Heel Backslide
3) Heel-Toe Acid
4) Toe-Toe Acid
5) Heel Soyale

W00ts!! But now my heel wheel flat-spot like no one's business... Toe wheel still so nice lolz... Round de... But heel wheel so many flat-spot here and there de... hahas... Nvm... Competition that day then i change my heel wheel and toe wheel... Then on my competition day, my Toe Soyale also can do better... Sliding on my Heel Soyale flat-spot... hahas...
Speaking of competition, my next competition is NOT FAR away!! OMG!! 14 Nov... SNFC... TRAIN!!! Just train hard for these 3 weeks... hahas... Gabriel Won, you also must train ok!
Will be calling you out for a lot of training these 3 weeks... Want slack, after competition then slack... hahas... Those that are free on that day can come support me if you want... it will be at sembawang... hahas... dunno how go there lolz...

Well, thats ti for now... hahas... Sayonara people!

Slides considering for comp...
1) Heel Soyale
2) Toe Soyale(Gamble)
3) Heel-Toe Acid
4) Soyale(If my Toe Soyale counted)
5) Heel Backslide(Gamble)
4) Toe-Toe Acid(Gamble)
5) Jump Powerslide to Fastslide(Gamble)
6) Backslide(Last resort)
7) Heel Barrow(Last resort)

Damn, too many un-confident slides... TRAIN HARD!!!

2009-10-22T13:31:00.003+08:00

Hey people! So sorry for MIA-ing for so long... hahas... Went for a sec 3 camp... 3day 2night...

Day 1
================================
Went to Sarimbum Campsite(I don't know where) and assembled in their MPH(Multi-Purpose Hall)... The place was "Very CLEAN" and the weather that time was "FREEZING"...
Went to our bunks and started to pack our daypacks... The bunk has 4 beds... Or 2 double decks... Which ever you like to call it... Since the bunk is in the shape of the letter "A", the top beds were smaller than the bottom ones... FYI, the beds did not have any mattresses or pillow and it was super hard... The bottom beds can have 4 people occupying them and the top only one... We had 10 people in the bunk... I shared the TOP BED with Nicholas... I occupied just a little of the bed...
Our 1st activity then came... We had to build a raft and have at least 4 people on it including our 2 paddlers... We also had a friendly race with the other half of the class... Our class was split into 2 teams you see... I was one of the paddlers and I was half wet! Freaking uncomfortable in a wet pants and a half-wet shirt... Didnt have a choice...
Next, we played a game called spider web... We just had to maneuver ourselves through a tunnel with many strings and we cant touch the strings... Then we had another mini competition of going in pairs and Me and Nicholas were the 1st to get through the tunnel together!
After that, we went over to play another water activity... We had to climb up a net ladder, cross 2 other obstacles and then down a slide into the pond... It was really fun and the good news is that we could go on over and over again! I went a total of 5 times! Hahas...
After that was dinner and lights off... Woke up in the middle of the night 24 times because of being not used to the place...

Day2
====================================
Woke up at around 5.45? Went to bathe, damn it was a good wake up call... When i went into the toilet, I was half asleep, came out wide awake... Why? Its because the water was ICY COLD!! The night before, it rained and I was cold then already...
Went for break fast and started out activities...
Wont elaborate much as the activities are all of high elements and Im extremely afraid of heights...
The only thing I did was rock-climbing which I did better than I expected... Hey, wanna go climb some time??
Went for lunch and came back to have our expedition around the campsite... Just to play some games... Not gonna elaborate on that part because It was super boring...
Night came and we had our campfire! Dont think I need to talk about it... Its the same as any other campfire night...
Supper then came and we ate and bathed...
Then, just before we slept, one of the camp trainers called all the boys out...
They said that some one stole buns into the bunks and they found the buns in OUR BUNK!
Guys, next time just own up...
Nothing happened to us, so we went back to sleep...

Day 3
====================================
Woke up at 6, didnt shower...
Today was all about clean up and all... No activities...
Finally can go home... Miss my com, miss my juniors, miss my air-con etc.
Now Im super tired but relieved...

Well, thats all people! Sayonara!!

2009-10-15T17:14:00.002+08:00

Oh damn I'm so excited! Tomorrow, I'll be getting my VICE-HEAD PREFECT badge! And the sec 3s will officially be the excos!! Damn I cant wait for it to come! hahas...
Hopfully it finishes early... I gotta ruch to ECP before 9pm... got training lolz...
Pray that it will run smoothly and early finish... And also pray that i can go for training and have a good training too... hahas...
Ok... Kinda "broke up" with my baby... Its not really a break up, just thought that our current relationship cant get us anywhere... hahas... So we decided to get to know each other a little better before we go in again... hahas...
She is now free from exams, so that means that i can go out with her ler... Dont worry guys, i will also have time for my other friends...
Baby cant go out unless got people her parents know goes with her... sianz... Why cant they just give her freedom??
Anyway, all for now! hahas...

2009-10-12T17:43:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! Im back again!!! hahas... sorry for not posting for auch a long time ok... hahas... was busy, doing what? I forget again... lolz Damn my STM... lolz...
Anyway, update!
My sliding... Left leg slides:-
1) Acid
2) Powerslide
3) Cross-acid
4) Mistrial

Woots!!! Special team training rocks!! hahas... Love this special training!

Darling's chains will be broken in one days time! So happy!! Cant go out after that ler!! hahas...
Darling, after tomorrow, you can spread your wings and fly away!
Leave the edge and fly we're finally alive! Hahas... Love you lots baby!

Replies:

AMANDA :D: LEON, how come i cannot go links derh TAGG. And i SOOO can raise a little dino.
Leon: Dunno leh... Sorry...

Clarabelle: Okay la, updated my bloggeh. :] Eh hahaha i love your blog song :3
Leon: Hahas... ok... ty!

YJ: Eh eh, see my blog awhile. Any idea who's spamming it?
Leon: Dunno... check IP lo... Whoever is doing it has no life...

Shi Ting ; ♥ Kimbum !: Lol , why never see you at ECP uh .
Leon: Cause when i finish ler, you all go ler, so i lazy go ler lo...

2009-10-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I'm so sad and worried for my baby girl...
Something happened and now she is so depressed...
Darling, don't be depressed ok... Your exams start in one days time... I want you to be in top condition to take the exam... Forget about relationship for now ok...
Best is that you forget about that guy... I know that it will be hard, I'll provide as much help as i can give to you ok... My special someone will also too...
If you ever need a listening ear, or a shoulder to cry on, just know that I'm here... You will never be alone de... I'm always here for you, to give you support in everything you do, to catch you whenever you fall, to protect you from all the bad things... Throw all your rants at me... I'll suffer them for you...
I don't want you to suffer at this type of time, I don't want you to suffer at all...
If ever you think that you are alone in darkness, think of me ok... I'm always here even if you cant see me... Though you may not be able to see me in the darkness, but just note that I'm just right beside you, hearing all your rants, supporting you, protecting you and also taking all your pain away... Please be ok... I'm worried about you knowing that you are in pain... It pains me too, but I'm trying my very best to help you... I'll go beyond that to help you... I love you my Baby girl...

2009-10-05T21:22:00.004+08:00

you said that there is only one happiness in life, which is to love and to be loved...
Well, let me give you that true happiness... I'll love you, and I'll make you love me...
That way is the way you attain your true happiness that you want... I will continue loving you and not stop... I'll not stop making you love me... We will have this bond forever... Whatever I've said to you before or in the future, I will mean it and I will keep every promise that I make to you... You can have my word... You are the only one I think of ever so often, no, I don't think of you often as you will always be in my mind, you have never left and so you don't just come into my mind often, but you were always inside and have never left... I love you dar... And I will try my best to give you everything that you want, and everything you want to see in me, I'll do my best to be your ideal Boyfriend... I love you forever and nothing and nobody can take away this feeling for you from me...

I love you

I adore you

I want you

I need you

I cant stop thinking about you

I am crazy about you

I am drawn to you

I madly desire you

I want nothing more than to be with you

I just love you

2009-10-05T13:43:00.002+08:00

Hey people!! I'm back again!! Sorry for not posting... ahahaha... Was too busy... But the funny thing is... I have no idea what what I busy with! Hilarious...

Ok well... Been msging Baby for the past few days non stop... Really miss her... Waiting for her chains to break and she can be free... I love you darling... Read your blog... Really worried about you... If you need a listening ear, or a shoulder to cry on, I'll be here ok... I dont really know what happened, but I shall not ask ok... You are already stressed enough... Dont want to stress you out anymore...
I'll be waiting Baby... For nobody but you...

INLINE CULTURE!!!! Hahas... so happy! Thanks Zac!! Gave me motivation! I will train hard! Lets train hard guys!! Danny, Clarance, Vance, Kay and myself, all the best... We have to train twice or trice as hard from now on! Ahahaha... Special Team rocks!!

Got my phone back from the service centre... After 5 days of no music... I finally got my phone back! So happy... Msg Darling also easier... Can msg faster then dar wont need to wait so long for my sms... It'll be like face to face convo, unless I type a super long msg... Ahahaha...

Went to KC's house today, ahahaha... So fun lor!! Not gonna elaborate... Later people kill me... Not literally but yea... ahahaha... Albee Neo Chait Ying, I click on your Nuffnang Add ler... Must thank me ok!! ahahaha...

Cheers!! Sayonara everyone!!

Down - Jay Sean

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

I love my baby girl... I'm still waiting for
that day when your promise to me happens...
Still, I love you forever my girl!
There is just nobody else but you in my heart...

2009-09-29T18:50:00.001+08:00

To : _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
its ok... treat it as nothing has happened ok......
ahahaha... Want me to find you after school like I recently did?? ahahaha...
Wishing for that day to come too... ahahaha...
Love you my darling!!!

2009-09-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

Post for :_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I've never forgotten about you though I say that I'd leave you until you finished your exams...
I won't ever give up on you OK...
Its not that I can give up anyway...
Something about you and something about me, just prevents me from giving up...
You are the one my heart longs for...
Even my most trusted friends and my special someone says so...
Dar, I LOVE YOU!
My love for you is nothing compared to any other force on earth...
I've never forgotten about you...
And I'll never do so...
You cant be forgotten... You are the one that is occupying my heart the most...
80% of my heart is yours...
80% of the time, I think of you...
80% of the time, I emo for you cause I cant see you...
80% of the time, you will run through my head regardless of whatever I'm doing...
Finally, 100%, its my love for you...
10000%, I'm waiting for the day when we can go out and meet again...
Infinite %, I know that you are my soul mate...

2009-09-29T15:57:00.002+08:00

As expected... You just say it for the sake of making me happy...
Why are you doing this?? Realize the pain I'm suffering please...
I kept my promise of going back... Why did you not keep yours of waiting for me?
Just what am I to you?
Am I nothing to you now that you wan just throw me aside?
After all the things I tried to do... You can just throw me aside?
Am I just a toy?
A toy that you can just throw aside when you are bored of playing with?
A toy that loses your attention to another?
A toy that wants to be forgotten?
Let me tell you this OK...
I'm not just some toy that you can just throw away after you are bored with me...
I have feelings too OK...
I've put everything in already...
Why do you let him catch your attention?
Have you forgotten our promise?
I just don't know what to do already OK...
Please come back...
I'm really dying seeing what you are doing...
Don't forget about me...
I'm currently in the corner, waiting for you to take me again...
Do I still have a placing in your heart?
Or did you give it to another person?
If you have, then where is my placing?
Your placing will always be in my heart...
The one thing in my heart that I would not give to another...
It will always be yours...
But if you choose to take that placing off, then I will have an empty place in my heart...
For useless purposes...
I really don't want that OK... But if that day really comes, then I'll have no choice...
Please come back soon... ILY... I really do...

2009-09-28T14:07:00.003+08:00

Haiz...
Does she still love me??
Does she still think of me??
Does she think of how i feel??
Does she mean what she say??
Do I still mean anything to her??
Do I still stand a chance??
Will I win her back??
Can I win her back??

So many questions, no answers...
She said that she comes here each time she on her com... Let see if she means it...
Sorry to doubt you, but I just want to see if you do...
You know who you are... SMS me after you read his...

2009-09-26T14:01:00.002+08:00

ARGHX!!! Darn phone just wont start up! It just suddenly off then I cant start it up anymore... DAMMIT!! Bad timing to be spoilt... Now cant call, cant msg, means cant go out! Dammit!!!

How am I gonna live life without a phone?! I freaggin cant survive without one OK!! Damn it... Bad day...

2009-09-20T19:19:00.002+08:00

2nd post just to post my favourite song... Ahahaha...

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

She said let's change our luck,
this night is all we've got.
Drive fast until we crash,
this dead and life.
Sweet dreams that wont come true,
I leave it all for you,
Brick walls are closing in,
let's make a run tonight.

Blinded,
By the lights.
Hold you through,
dont ever let you go.
Cause if you jump,
I will jump too.
We will fall together,
from the building's ledge.
Never looking back at what we've done,
we'll say, it was love.
Cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue.

She said don't change your mind,
let's leave this town behind.
We'll race right off the cliff,
they will, remember this.
It all got so mundane,
with you I'm back again~.
Just take me by the hand,
we're close, to the edge.

Blinded,
By the lights.
Hold you through,
dont ever let you go.
Cause if you jump,
I will jump too.
We will fall together,
from the building's ledge.
Never looking back at what we've done,
we'll say, it was love.
Cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue.

Where are your guts to fly~,
Soaring through,
through the night.
And if you take that last step I'll follow you~.
Leave the edge and fly,
we're finally alive.

Cause if you jump,
I will jump too.
We will fall together,
from the building's ledge.
Never looking back at what we've done,
we'll say, it was love.
Cause I would die for you
on SKYWAY AVENUE!

So what's left to prove,
we have make it through.

Nice song eh... It very well describes what I would do... ahahaha... My girl, this is what I'll do for you...

2009-09-20T16:16:00.002+08:00

hey people!! Im back again! Today was... The "NEED FOR SPEED" event!
I participated in 3 events...
1)Slide battle
2)Speed slalom
3)100m race

I didnt care about number 2 and 3, just joined to play, but i cared a lot about number 1...
Turned out that i was too nervous and thus cant perform properly... What?! My 1st comp OK!!
Came in last... Not sad or anything though... hahas... Just went for this to have fun, dosent matter if i won or lost... Well, time to go to bed... Tired from my comp...

2009-09-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

Grr... Damn... Dont know how to do it, please dont do it... make everyone suffer only...
How the heck do you want us to listen if you keep asking us to copy things? Use your brain can or not... god gave you a brain to think... We are not machines, we cant work 24/7 without breaks... Make our hands work till like machines, your hand not pain but ours damn pain de ok... You only need to click, no TOUCH, the mouse pad every once in 5mins, we need to write every second ok... You know who you are, not gonna put your name here... As long as I dont put your name here, you cant do anything, only you know who am i referring to ok... so dont need ask others... Btw, if you guys ask me who is this im referring to, i wont answer... Just in case SOME PEOPLE say that i spoil her rep... Whew, after venting my anger, i feel so relieved... I just dont want to say anything in your face... I've been bottling up all these feelings already for a long time ok... Oh ya, you are a freaking sadist, make our hands hurt then you still say that it is good... later one day our hands all tio cramp then you ho seh liao lo... Use your brain to think of better way to do it...

Ok, that is all for somebody... Now, its my dar's spotlight again... hahas...
Dar, dont be angry ok... you already know that she is a bitch in your eyes, even bee says so... so dont blame her ok... bitches will be bitches... hahas... cheer up... next time after exams can still go out lolz... If during that time your parents and maid still prevent you from going out, then you have every right to be angry, i will also get mad... Just dont suicide ok... I know that the st4ress level is intense and your family still restricting you, just bear with it after till exams ok... After exams is when all the chains holding you back will break... Then you will soar like an eagle, feel free to spread your wings... If you suicide, you are also killing me ok... You are my everything now... If you are gone, so is my everything... Dont think you want that to happen to me... So to prevent that, just bear with it ok... bear with it for me... I L Y B!!

2009-09-13T16:00:00.005+08:00

Im Back!! And Im here to dedicate this song to my Girl... Anyway if Aunty Potato Chips were to see this, I just want to tell her that she did a really good job in making me emo on friday and saturday... lolz...

Skyway Avenue

She said lets change our luck
This night is all we got
Drive fast until
We crash this dead-end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

[Chorus:]
Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
'Cause if you jump I will jump too
We will fall together from the buildings ledge
Never looking back at what
We've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

[Chorus:]
Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
'Cause if you jump I will jump too
We will fall together from the buildings ledge
Never looking back at what
We've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue

Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the ledge and fly
We're finally alive

Cause if you jump, I will jump too
We will fall together from the buildings ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

2009-09-10T13:28:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! Back to blog again... Just blogging cause today damn sianz... Im bored... Really very bored... Well... heres a song for my beloved... Its called 1 2 3 4...
There is only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you, I Love you...
There is only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and thats what i'll do... I LOVE YOU!

2009-09-09T11:01:00.000+08:00

heys peoples! Long time no blogged ler hahas... just didnt feel like blogging lolz... hahas...
2days ago was the LEADERSHIP CAMP!! Woohoo!! hahas... loz... But, still quite sianz lo... Sec 3 is go there just to guide the sec 1 and 2 only... so didnt participate a lot...
But it was still quite ok...
Monday, forgot what happened ler(Oops!)... Just remembered what happened at night lolz...
Did something that I wasnt suppose to do, who cares anyway, sec 1s, would you rather follow me or stay at your tents to rot?? lolz...
Brought the sec 1s out AT NIGHT then they were suppose to be sleeping like pigs... hahas
We 1st sneaked over to the back gate to see if it was opened, but sadly, its not, so we went to hide behind the buses and discussed on what we were going to do... hahas...
My plan worked! For the few times that my plans works, this was one of them! hahas... Not telling my secret lolz...
So went up to 2e4 and found out that it wasnt locked, so Eunice, Belle, Shi Ting, Amanda, Kean Wai, Ben, Yue Jie and me, stayed in the class from 1.30 to 3... What did we do there? I'll let your imaginations run... hehes...
Tuesday, all i remembered was that we watched a movie, we were soldiers, and I was like half asleep throughout the whole day... The night before was too exciting and therefore, the people who I mentioned just now, most of them didnt sleep...
I was like sleeping during the sec 1s activities... ok fine not gonna post about tuesday as i dunno what happened... What?? I was asleep most of the time!!
biies people!!

2009-08-26T15:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! Im back!! Sorry for not posting or visiting for the past dunno how many weeks... hahas lolz... Was not in good condition to do whatever I used to do lolz... But Im A OK now! 1st thing 1st, this song is dedicated to the one person that I hold so dearly in my heart... I now know, you are the one for me... Seeking help from someone really does help... Thanks to the ones that helped me out... Joelle, Albee and my special someone... Now I know what I really want... Hahas... Once again... Really thank you guys...

2009-08-03T14:39:00.003+08:00

For a special some one that I've cared for for the past 105 days...
Im sorry... But I just cant let anything happen to you... Thats why Im letting you go so that you wont anything to do with me anymore... Maybe someday, not now... We can be just like that again...
Its hard to let you go... But its a must to do so... Being with me will only bring you harm... I dont want that... I promise, I'll try my hardest to go back to you... Thanks for those days... ILY, Goodbye...

2009-08-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

Im back guys!! Sorry havent been posting... Got nothing interesting happen...
Anyway, yesterday went to work... Suppose to be at east coast c3 inline culture by 9AM, but i reached there at around 8... Then it was like OMG! So empty!! Then still shop not open, thought people will be there to do morning cleaning or something... Waited for a super long time lolz... till 9am then Meng Tak come... but he dosent have the key to the shop... Wait again... sianz...
Heng Jeremy came shortly after... Then work was ok... But I found that got very little people... maybe cause early morning then little... Good... Next time want to work morning ler... hahas...
Thanks for the motivation Zac!!

Our convo:
Me: Zac, am I still far from going into Team ELITE?
Zac: What are your strong slides?
Me: J, Backslide, Parellel, Fastslide...
Zac: Ok lar, not too far... But for Team ELITE, we have to try and do every slide that in on the list... Except all the impossible slides...(Verf, Cowboy)

IM NOT FAR FROM ELITE!!!!
YAY!!! Motivation motivated me to strive! Im gonna go into Team ELITE by the end of this year! That will be my target!!
My soyale slide finally can do!!
Hahas... Thanks Leon... Aligato Gozaimas!!
That Leon was not me ok... hahas... My Mentor! Heehees...
Dont worry Tai, havent forgot about you yet! Thanks for teaching me the foundations!
hahas...

ShiHui, next time dont drink so much lolz... Mabo the feeling I know is damn good, but cant walk or skate lol! hahas... Link me up soon ok!! Take care Xiao Mei Mei!!

Carlyn, sorry cant fulfil what you want... I just cant ok... please tell Maria to stop trying to persuade me... My mind is made up ler...

End of post!

2009-07-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Why is everyone around me so emo nowadays?? Making me emo even more... I'm emoing a lot ler...

Maria, why did you slash yourself till like that?? Its scary... Its worse than me ok... Please dont slash... My heart aches whenever you slash...

Carlyn, please tell me who that person is... Really want to help you... I gave you my word already, and i will keep my word... Just have more trust in me ok... Please... Dont ler yourself go into that trap again...

Darling, so many days never contact ler... I miss you... Where are you? Msn you also no reply... Darling... Did I do anything wrong again?? Im sorry ok... I just miss you a lot... My life has gone black and white... Its now sad and dark without your company... How long do you want to keep me like this?? Darling, please contact me somehow... Going crazy without you... I'm craving for you...

Im emo... so emo... Everyone is making me more emo too... Guess my life is just like this... My world was once coloured and cheerful... But now its a world where people are emo, no smiles... My world is incomplete without you... A fate worse than AMARGGADON is the type of world Im currently living in...

2009-07-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

Back to post... Im so emo...
Well, yesterday we had sec 1 interview with those that want to be prefects...
They were ok except for some...

Desiree Ong, if you didnt want to be a prefect, then you could have just told your teacher, at least it would be better than giving us attitude at the interview... Hey, but since you are chosen by your teacher, it shows that your teacher sees potetial in you... Why not you take this chance for you to shine? Im not blaming you if you dont want to join, but if you are a natural at this, than it would be a waste... Being a prefect is not just so straight that you just do duties everyday... If that was what prefects were, I wouldn't have joined... Prefects do duties everyday, that would be boring if you do not have friends. We come into prefects to make friends, help in the school's major events, learn skills, teach others and also have fun... Yes though we still learn as prefects, it will be a totally different experience, because when you learn with you fellow prefects and other leaders, you are also bonding with them... I know that it will be most likely that you dont see this, but i really pray that this message will reach you somehow(though i dont see the possibility)...I believe that God will Let you see this...

Ok... election's resuts are out!!
1st off! We have Head-Prefect Joelle!
Next! We have Shirlee as our Deputy Head-Prefect!
Then! We have Firman and Zariel as our Senior Vice-Head-Prefects!
For the Vice-Heads, sorry, couldn't remember the names, but Im one of them...
Grats to Joelle, Shirlee, Zariel and Firman!
Dont get too stressed out!! hahas...
Im sad that I wasn't in the top four, but I'd expected it to be like this long before the results came out...

Ok...nothing more... Darm I miss my prefect days... DUTIES PLEASE START SOON!!

2009-07-13T15:04:00.002+08:00

Sadded... Im so guilty... Im so sorry...

Well, at least can msg my darling now... One week of not msging her and it felt so lonely...
I need you darling... Cant live without you... This is the song that I wanted you to hear... It really resembles my feelings that time...

We belong together - Mariah Carey

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (Oooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain inflicted in this song ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (Oooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
Oh, baby baby, we belong together baby! (We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
(Oooooooh yeah)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please (Oooooooh yeah)
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
Oh, baby baby, we belong together!

Ooooooh yeah
Ooooooh yeah
Ooooooh yeah
We belong together

2009-07-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hate! HATE! HATE!!!
Hate myself! Why do I always get so worked up!
Stupid me never ever read carefully and always misunderstand de...
Carlyn, Im so sorry for scolding you and not trusting you ok...
But I did trust you... You claimed that I didnt trust you at all, but i did ok...
Everything is my fault, it was my fault from the start...
So, im sorry ok... This time was fully my fault, it was always my fault...
You agreeing with another person was never wrong, just that i was blinded by anger and love...
I know that you still hate me a lot... I dont blame you... After what has happened...
Just to let you know, Im not angry with you anymore... So please try and forgive my please...
Really cant lose a friend like you... I finally realised how valuable you are in my life...
Darling dont get jealous ok... I will forever be yours... If I cant have you then...
Nvm, shall not go into detail...
Carlyn, I want you to know this, even if I break with my darling, I cant accept you ok... I just dont share the same feeling as you did with me... Yes I may love you, but in a sibling way...
The love that I share with me daling is different ok... She is not just a sister to me, but she is my life source, without her, im just an empty shell...
Like that last time when she nearly wanted to break up with me, I cried throughout...
I just cant let her leave my side ok...
Passerby, I know who are you already, I dont blame you for trying to help Carlyn, but please think of others... If you ask my darling to give up, the 2 of us wont be the only ones suffering...
Carlyn will also suffer... Carlyn said that she dosent like me to emo, and if my darling breaks up with me, I will be super emo... Then Carlyn will also be super emo... Then She will start slashing again... Then the chain reaction will go on with all our close friends...
darling, I wont give you up... I'll forever love you and forever be yours... If I cvant love you, then I wont love another... You have taken my heart and without a heart, I cant love...

Nothing more... Emo vampire not gonna socalize... Im gonna be emo in my corners...

2009-07-04T10:05:00.001+08:00

New songs on my blog!! hahas... The 1st song is an OST from the game Devil May Cry Spooky at 1st but energetic later... Enjoy!

2009-07-04T09:26:00.002+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG!!!!!! Guess who I saw yesterday when I was on the way to the MRT Station?!
SAW MY DARLING!!! Hahas... so happy lolz! She wanted to run away, but luckily, too late lolz... Looks like wishes do come true!! Darling was scared of me at 1st lolz... hahas... Because i looked scary? Like What the?? Am I scary?? Naw, dont think so!! Im such a nice and caring person...

Yesterday went to eat a t restaurant at i sont know where lolz... Because it was my father's birthday! Happy Birthday DADDY!! hahas... The dishes there were all big portion and damn nice lolz...
1) Tomyam soup(SALTY!)
2) Blackpepper Crab(Ate a lot, since when did i started eating crab?)
3) Deep fried sweat and sour grouper(Imba taste I tell you!)
4) Stingray(No mood to eat though)
5) Onion Omlet(As big as the plate!)
6) Vegetable(Didnt eat, Im a carnivor lolz)
7) Thosai!(Size: XXXL Its as long as your whole arm and as fat as your shin)

Total amount of money spent...
Calculating...
Well not too bad...
$120 for 8 person including drinks...
We have...
1 cold horlick(mine)
1 Mile Dino
1 Hot horlick
5 lime juice

Not a bad meal... I'll try to find out the place from my parents...
Oh ya, if you are going to order lime juice there, make sure you say "Dont want seeds"
bacause the lime juice will have loads and loads of seeds when you dont say it, then it will be good luck to whoever drinking it lolz...

After dinner, my dad had to blow cake!! hahas... I suggested to my cousin thatwe should clap loud loud and sing loud loud lolz... Then his reply was "I face my back against the crowd and sing"
Bacause bahind him, was a wall and thus no one can see him sing lolz... The cake was Imba too! Dont know how to describe the taste lolz... But you can try to find it... hahas... The name of the cake is called Champaign cake lolz...

No more posting! Biees people! ogotta work later lolz... gonna miss another dinner...
They will be eating CURRY FISH HEAD! I want to eat too!! But working... Bye people!!

2009-07-02T15:37:00.002+08:00

8 days have passed since i last posted...
Got nothing to post about...
My life is now boring without excitement...
This is just a post to show that my blog is not dead yet...
So sleepy, yawns...
This will be the shortest post ever lolz!
Bye guys! Gonna sleep...
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2009-06-25T16:17:00.005+08:00

Back again! hahas... Yesterday went to Carlyn's place to skate and I finally know how to do a J-slide easily, though not mastered, but can still do... hahas...
Went to Carlyn's place at around 12+ hahas... go there early just to transfer psp game into her psp... lolz... nearly lost my memory card lolz... stuck in the laptop, but alas, with me brains, i managed to get my memory stick out... hahas... jkjk... not boasting lolz...
Then after that, Carlyn played audi while I played my Black Square... hahas... She didn't play audi for long though, play awhile ler then go read comic... She claims that she read that book many times ler then still want to read lolz... funny girl lolz.. Then still use cushion to whack me... hahas.. no choice, must be gentlemen lolz... hahas...
Went to the void deck and skated around... She didnt want to practice t-stop until the end of the day lolz... so I practiced my J-slide...
Her friend came down to skate too... wanted me to teach him parellel slide... WTF!!
Zhen An, want to learn parellel slide... Learn these 1st:-
1) PowerSlide
2) Acid
3) Heel/Toe powersldie
4) Acid toe
5) Cross acid
6) Soul slide
7) Mistrial
8) Pornstar
9) Wheelbarrow
10) J-slide

Master these 1st...

Now currently doing homework...
No more blogging ler... hahas... Gotta finish my homework lolz... bye guys!!

2009-06-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz... So long never blog ler... Sianz... Baby_Vamp angry with me ler... sadded...
I wasn't angry with you ok... It was about something else...
Really sorry for everything too...
Sorry for coming into your life...
Sorry for hurting you so much...
Sorry that I cant do anything...
sorry sorry sorry...
Sorry for everything...

I can understand if you are hating me now...
Its all my fault...
You became so emo when i came into your life...
Yet i dont know why you are so emo...
again, very very very Sorry... For everything...

Im emo...
Im sadded...
Im guilty...

What can I do?
What Cant I do to make your hyper self come out...
I know what I have to do for that to happen, but I just cant do it...
Im confused too...
Dying to find the answer...

Emo Vampire... Listens to emo songs...

2009-06-16T16:06:00.002+08:00

I like to dedicate this song to my darling...
Taylor Swift - Crazier
You make me crazier!!
Lyrics with the video... hahas enjoy!!
I love you Darling!! *Muackxz* <3>

2009-06-16T15:22:00.003+08:00

Man, its like my skates are cursed or something...
Yesterday went to skate at Pasir Ris Park(PRP) and was also invited to 2E4 '09 BBQ...
Who is the one that invited me? None other than my beloved vampire hahas...
Fell down, as usual, when I was going to return skates...
The cause of my fall was not because I slid,
but it was because of a bloody(mm... Vampire's taste buds tingling) STICK that had fallen from the tree... Skating half-way then suddenly got stick dropping from the sky,
then going at a fact speed and rolled over the stick then I landed on my knees and slid on both my knees for a total distance of 1.3m... Funny thing is that though I slid on both knees, my left knee got a flesh wound and my jeans tore while my right knee was all right lolz... nothing tore, nothing scratched...
Oh ya... piece of news for all my friends who like Taylor Swift, GUYS!! I just got her newest album! FEARLESS!! It costed me a good 23.85 dollars, it contains 13 songs and 2 MVs... Don't know what are MVs?? They are the short form for Music Video...
hahas... nothing more!! hahas... biies guys! Tag before you go please... I want my taggy full of your tags, no spams lolz...

2009-06-11T16:19:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Nothing to do at home... Bored...
Well, about yesterday, went to watch a 3D movie...
With Carlyn and Janice(Carlyn's mother's friend's Daughter)
lolz... Watch finished ler then my eyes become googoo... cant see properly lolz...
Too used to wearing the 3D glasses
Went to Tampines 1 before that, and my thoughts of that place is, BORING
There is nothing of my favour there... Though there is a balcony which i really like...
Its a big open space... Good to emo there lolz...
Anyway, what day do you think tomorrow is?? Its FRIDAY!! I will be at east coast lolz... Doing none other than skating lolz... Though cant slide, im sure i can practice my ALREADY MASTERED slides... lolz
1) Acid
2) Powerslide
3) Acid-heel
4) Powerslide-heel/toe
5) Starslide
6) Pornstar(Its just a name)
7) Cross-Acid
8) J-Slide
9) Snowplow
10) Mistral
11) Magic Slide
12) Soul Slide
13) Backslide
14) fastslide

Wow... 14 slides mastered...

Lets see how many not mastered...
1) Korean
2) Parellel Slide
3) Soyale(Actually cant even do:P)
4) Unity
5)Fastwheel

Lolz, 5 only...
When I'm completely healed, im gonna chiong there slides... lolz
Biies people!!

2009-06-07T13:00:00.006+08:00

I'm back guys!!! Now, I'm gonna post a song by Taylor Swift that i have just recently heard of and downloaded... Though i have no idea of what the meaning of the song is about, I still like this song... The song name is <>... Lyrics provided... Enjoy!! Hope you guys like this song too!!

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(Lyrics)

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
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Like the song?? Want it?? Just tell me and I'll send over...

2009-06-02T10:23:00.005+08:00

What?? You all thought that I was dead?? NONSENSE!! I'm still alive you fools!! Nah, just joking, just didn't blog because I had nothing to blog about. OK, maybe I have something to blog about... Should I blog about it??

Pondering... ...
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OK, I shall blog about it... As you all know, I suffered a bad injury on Friday while skating. Sure~, some people ask me, "Why did I go so fast?"
Well, my answer would be, "I didn't fall because i went fast, it was because I DIDN'T go fast enough."
Want to know what happened to me??
You all know that our elbows can only bend 1 way right? well, mine bent a little the other side and fell on my hand.

Fig.1___________________Fig.2
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Instead of bending like this(Fig.1), I fell like this(Fig.2)...
(Arrows represent the impact of the fall)

Painful eh. Well, when i just fell and got injured, i couldn't even move my arm. Luckily, my bone was neither fractured nor cracked. It was just a little dislocated.

Darling, sorry for injuring myself, it wasn't on purpose, I didn't want this injury too...
So Sorry that i broke my promise.

2009-05-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

Not fair! Not Fair! NOT FAIR!!!
Its Saturday today, but I cant go to east coast to skate just because its raining LIGHTLY!
Skating is my passion!
Why cant anyone see that?!
I can take care of myself!
Why does everyone treat me like as though i cant?!
I'm a teen already!
I'm no longer a kid!
Skating is my passion!
My slides may mean nothing to anyone else, but it means a lot to me...
Its been 6 days since my last slide and it is gonna be 6 more days of not sliding...
12 days is enough for my to lose my slides...
I work so hard for those slides and you just want me to lose them?!
How is this possible!
It is like asking my to quit skating, something that I wont do! EVER!!
Its just a light rain, I can still skate...
Its not like as though its gonna be VERY slippery and that I will fall and hurt myself badly...
PLEASE! If I fall on wet ground, I will be OK!
Trust me... It would be worse if I'm not able to go and skate...
If I cant skate, it will mean losing my slides...
When I lose my slides, I will go all out to get my slides back...
At this time, I would not care if I get injured or not...
I'll keep forcing myself to do my lost slides and even if I suffer a bad fall, I'll just wont stop falling...
I will get more injured like this...
Is there anyone in this world that would want this?
Of course I would rather fall on wet grounds than fall endlessly just to get my slides back...
Skating is a part of me, not skating means losing the part of me that keeps me happy...
Currently crying in my heart...
Patrol stations are places for cars to replenish their petrol, same with me and East Coast...
East Coast is a place for me to replenish my happiness level for me to pass the week happily...
If anyone finds my emo in school during this week, don't be surprise...
Because I cant go to East Coast to replenish my happiness level today...
My happiness has gone empty...
I'm just an empty shell now...
No life...
Emotion-less...
Emo...
Blue text = Emo vampire...

2009-05-10T13:48:00.007+08:00

Its been days since i blogged... My computer is down and I cant use it... Currently using my brother's com and i just want to post a song from youtube(Lyrics provided)... here it is...

Yume De Aru Youni-Like A Dream

Kotae ga mitsu karanai modo kashisa de
Itsu karaka kara mawari shiteita
Chigau dareka no tokoro ni iku kimi wo semerareru hazu mo nai
Nan to naku kizuiteita kimi no mayoi

Yume de aru youni nando mo negatta yo
Utsumuita mama sasayaita kotoba kanashiku kuri kaesu
Hageshii ame ni boku no yowai kokoro wa tsuyoku utare
Subete no tsumi wo nagashite hoshikatta

Kitai to fuan ga furi sosogu kono machi de
Boku wa michi wo sagashite
Kimi wa tonari de chizu wo mite kureteta ne
Yawarakana toki wo kanji nagara arukeru youna koi datta

Yume de aru youni hitomi wo tojite ano hi wo omou
Kaze ni dakarete waratteita futari
Soshite asahi ga sasu goro boku no ude no naka
Nemuru kimi no yasashii maboroshi wo miteitai

Yume de aru youni kokoro no oku de towa ni kagayake
Kimi to no hibi wa ari no mama no boku datta
Itsuka egaiteta ashita e mou ichido aruki dasou
Tatoe subete wo ushinatte mo nanika ga umareru to shinjite
Kitto futari no deai mo tooi hi no kiseki datta kara

2009-05-05T13:36:00.004+08:00

8 more days to exams guys! JiaYous for the remaining papers!!
Looking forward to the last day of exams...
Regina, Maria, Carlyn and me!!

Guys, anyone know where to buy swiss knifes? I dont want the one at interchange... That one so ugly... Keep me updated about the places ok!! Thanks all!

Last night was a total shock to me...
The 1st sms that i received from darling was, "Darling i wanna break up.."
OMG! I was so shocked!
Darling, everything that I said last night, every word of it is true...
I can give up everything for you...
I need you darling...
I've never loved someone so deeply before...
I've never shed so much tears for anyone before...
I wont regret anything...
You are my heartbeat, my source of life, the reason that i exist for...
I love you a lots my angel! I would gladly give up everything for you...
I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but i wont give up...
What would i be without you... Dont leave me ok...

Another song dedicated to my darling...
Change - Taylor Swift

2009-05-03T16:13:00.008+08:00

2nd post today... very bored lolz...

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WOW!! Another artist who likes to draw with words on the computer... She is so much better than me lolz...
Abstracted this from her blog lolz... Carlyn, hope you dont mind... It was just so nice lolz...
I just edited your colours cause yours was white lolz...
The original can be found on my-p4th3tic-l0v3.blogspot.com
Hahas... hope you all can admire her art!! hahas

2009-05-03T11:22:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Im just Angry! ANGRY! ANGRY!!!!!!

Imeem sucks with the updated "30 sec" preview of each song... Now only about 3% of the song could be played... I've decided to have no music on my blog now until someone can intro me new ways to play songs...

Next thing, my slides... I just have freaking no more courage to do my slides anymore... I keep charging my energy to prepare for my slides and in the end, I'll just screw them up and fall... damn... I dont mind falling, i just want my courage back...

AHH!!! Someone please help me... Im gonna go mad...

2009-04-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!!
2 more people want to skate!! hahas...

Vampireon is so HAPPY!!

This means more motivation to try out slides!! I just love to skate, especially with people!

Things that Vampireon loves:-
1) Darling!
2) Skating
3) "Family" (God-sis, God-bro, God-mum etc.)
4) Computer
5) Inline Culture
6) HSCS
7) PREFECTS!!
8) 2E3 '09
9) 2E4 '09
10) 1E1 '09
11) Friends
12) Real Family
13) Being EMO

Oh my! There are so many things that i love...

I wasn't expecting so many lolz!

Maria, Carlyn said that she will teach you how to skate hahas...
I will help to teach too!!

Carlyn, I will also teach you, hahas...

Next time go east coast skate with me!!
Carlyn, call KC to learn how to skate...
Maria, bring Dylan along to skate some time... I'm interested to see Dylan skate lolz!!

My heart has moved through different sports...
1st, Biking
2nd, Badminton
3rd, Taekwondo
4th, Skating

hahas... I'm guessing that its going to stay in skating for the longest time lolz!!

Currently trying to do parallel slide an soyale...
Still, its heart pain to know that I'm losing my other slides in the midst of learning these 2 slides :'( ...

TaiTai Mentor, I still need more teaching from you!! hahas...

Oh ya! Instructor course... Should i go for it??
Jeremy said that i needed some skills 1st:-
1) Parallel turn(L&R)
2) Powerslide(L&R)
3) T-Brake(L&R)

Thing 1 need to learn before the course are:-
1) Parallel turn(L)
2) Powerslide(L)

2 things to learn, but then are difficult!! OMG!!
The course is in either July or August...
That leaves me with only about 9-15 weeks to train!!
AHH!! That is such a short time!! I still have to minus off the EXAMS and my NEPAL TRIP...
OH MY TIAN!! Only around 9-10 weeks!!
Dammit! Even lesser time to practice!
Regina, you better know this... its crucial for the course!

I'm so stressed! Not because of exams, but because of the course... I dont know why but i am never stressed about exams even though I want to be stress...
I'm such a freak!

Forget it... If I cant be stressed about exams, then its just typical me...
On the other hand, ANYONE WANTS TO SKATE WITH ME?! I'll be teaching for free!!
Tell me if you are interested! I would love to teach you how to skate...
BuhBYE people!!

2009-04-23T14:22:00.007+08:00

Yay!! Darling finally replied my sms!! It was after 2 days of no-replies... But now, IM SO HAPPY!! Pass 2 days was like erm... how to put it... err... AH! I know!
Pass 2 days was like so EMO!!

LOLZ!!!

Oh ya... JieRu, sorry about today's sms... I wan just joking about it ok... so sorry... I'll try to gather info to get him to not-like you without breaking his heart ok... Take it as my apology...

I dedicate this song to my darling... It's just what i would do for you...
Hope it shows you how much i love you!!

Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away, So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away, So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

2009-04-21T16:10:00.003+08:00

Dammit!! My blog is so dead... Someone please visit and spam my taggy!!

Haiz... Finally told her the truth... I could tell that she was very unhappy and sad...
What can I do?? Its nature... Sorry, I just have a change of heart... I just loved her the moment i saw her ok... I'm so sorry... Bah! Why am I feeling sorry? She wont listen to me... And even if she did listen to me, i dont think she will take what i said... Its just not meant to be between us... So, goodbye... It was nice while it lasted...

Am I doing the right thing?? Should I be doing this?? DONT KNOW! I need help... People, I have to sort this out, but I dont know how...

Please, help me... Im drowning in my darkness again... The light was almost surfacing... But now, the light is getting dimmer and dimmer as I go deeper and deeper into my dark world...
WeeChin, Shirlee, I appreciate that you tried to get me to surface again... But its no use, I'll just go deeper in again... Its just a matter of time...

Will there still be anyone to save me from my dark waters this time??
Will I ever see the light again??
Will anyone stay by my side even when Im down in my despair??

So many questions, but no answers...

Furthermore, friends are drifting apart slowly by slowly... If it is confirmed, I guess I'm gonna cry again...

So many sad things in my conscience... None can I overcome... Even with the help of friends, its still difficult...

I guess Im not going to be myself for a long time now... At least, until someone tried to get me back... Something that many tried, but failed...

2009-04-14T18:34:00.002+08:00

Guys!! Im going to revive the Anno blog again... Please to to the blog... there is a suggestion that I would like your comments on... I find that it is a good IDEA and thats why you all must give my your views! I'll be trying to make it like a forum... With a shout out box!! PLEASE GO TO Skate-hscs.blogspot.com

2009-04-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I hate nature, nature hate me... I just wanted them to grow healthily, so added fertilizer... When I got up, the plant's branches scratched me near my eye... Small, but very deep... And its damn stinging...
Yesterday, the plant even whipped me with its leaves and left no evidence... Bad day today... Not gonna say the other thing that happened, I will look like an idiot... Well, it least there is someone that cares a lot about me... Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it...
Gonna end this sad post now...

2009-03-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'll open this post with a poem for a particular Girl... Not gonna say her name though...

You changed my world with the blink of an eye;
That is something that i cant deny.
You put me in my hyper self;
That's why i treasure you more than any wealth.

You just don't know what you've done for me;
You even pushed me to the best that i could be.
You really are an angel sent from above;
Here to shower me with your care and love.

When I'm with you I won't shed a tear;
As your touch chased away all my fear.
You've given me a life that i could live worthwhile;
Its so much better when you smile.

Its so magical those things you've made;
To bring back my faith that has almost fade.
Now my life is a dream come true;
It all started when I loved you.

Now I've found what I am looking for;
Its you and your love and nothing more.
Cause you have given me this feeling of happiness;
In my darkest when I feel useless.

I wish I could talk till the end of day;
But I am running out of words to say.
So I'll end with the line that you know;
"I LOVE YOU" more than what i could show.

I love this poem... But i Love her so much more....
Ended!!

2009-03-17T15:19:00.002+08:00

OMG!! Its been 8 days since i updated... Lolz... I guess you guys think that my blog is dead, but as you can see now, I BACK AGAIN!!! HAHAS!!

Well... Past few days passed in a flash... From schooling days, turned to holidays...

Now its all HOMEWORK and TRAINING... and of course GOING TO MOVIE!!
Still... its just one more week and I'm back to my emo self again...
Haiz... No matter how much I wish and hope, I know that i wont be able to have things the way i want... God just don't want it that way... Well, if this is to be my destiny, then so be it... No matter how hard i try, i can never overpower those that are more powerful than me...

If it is my destiny to live as an emo person, then so be it...

Though i really dont want you to go, I know that i have to let go somehow, somewhere...
You will recieve an sms from me on sunday night... I hope that I can see you in the near future again...
As each day passes, I feel more and more sad everyday... As the day comes nearer, my despair of sadness grows larger... When the day comes and you are on that plane, you will know that I will be crying my heart out because we are parted again...
It was nice while it lasted, but nothing lasts forever... I have to give it up somewhere along the road of life...

Its always hard to give up and say goodbye...

I have many friends and others may think that "Since I have so many, what does letting go of one matter?" But to me, every friend is something special... Every individual soul who is my friend is more precious than any diamond and worth more than any amount of gold...
Friends stichk together through anything, friendship is like a long chain that goes through burning flames, icy waters, bombardment of rocks and strong tentions and comes out unbrokened but stronger...
Friens are everything to me, thats why I make a big deal out of losing any souls because they are my everything, without them, I am nothing, hollow, weak...

Counting down to my most emo of days : 6 Days

2009-03-09T20:06:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I've only started to know you for a few days and within 2 weeks, I can't see you again...

Is a it a must for this to happen??
Can't you stay longer??

I know that it has only been a few days, but now you are one of my most treasured friends... I feel as though I've known you for at least 2 months...
We are already so close, but you are going away soon again, and again we will be apart, very far apart...
I can't see you anymore after 23 march...
Its so hard to say goodbye, especially to someone so close...
To those that just forget about their friends if they are going away, all I can say is... You don't have real friends...

For me, I treasure all my close friends... That's why i don't want to lose you... If you go, I don't know what I'll do...
When you go, I'll probably cry even though you tell me not to...
I don't want that day to ever come, but i know that no matter how much i wish for it, it will never happen...
I just want to say that it was nice being your brother for that period of time, and i don't want to lose you, so please do keep in contact with me... Lastly, I love you...

Vanessa, if you ever come across this post, just note that i Love you more... Just that she is a very treasured friend that i have made...

Preparing to say goodbye in 2 weeks time...
D': I don't want to lose you...

2009-03-01T14:48:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO!!

New slides:-
1) Acid Cross
2) Pornstar
3) Fast Wheel(without Fakie)

Slides in-learning:-
1) Starslide
2) Low Fast Wheel
3) Wheel Barrow
4) Soyale
5) J-slide

Hahas!! So happy that im learning fast!! Regina!! Hurry up! You are so lagging behind!!
New Wheel Rider brand gloves rock!! Now i wont have any scratches on my palms! Best thing is that i just got them yesterday!!
Costed me a good 19.90, but still worth it because it protects...

Good advice: "Want to play slides, be fully protected 1st... Just in case anything happens, there is a higher chance to be able to continue skating after what has happened..."

OMG!! I sound like a coach lol!

Nevermind though... BECAUSE I AM(Burning desire) AIMING TO BE A SKATING INSTRUCTOR!!
Then I will be earning money to buy skating stuffz!!

Regina! You got the honour of being my 1st student! I can teach you all the slides that i already know! hahas... Since Im not certified yet, its gonna be FOC to all that i teach! hahas...

2009-02-27T16:40:00.002+08:00

ARGHX!! Went skating today again to train... Regina couldn't come and so it is solo solitary training...

On the way to Pasir Ris park, saw many friends and another bad thing happened...
I saw a small narrow path(most of the pavement blocked by machinery) and gae kiang want to cross the narrow path on my skates...
Then, *Jam! Trip! Crash! Roll~!* My arm injured and my palm scratched with internals and wrist sprained again!

Bad day for skating today...

At least cross acid and another new slide is open for me... hahas...

2009-02-23T17:59:00.001+08:00

AHH!!! I'm going crazy by losing the slides that spent so much time learning on!
Acid-Cross, did i 3 times in a row that time, and now i cant even do lo!
Low Acid Toe, did it 5 times in a row once and now i cant keep my balance!
Fast Slide, cant slide ler, try to slide and i will Jam there!
WAH!!! Spent so much time on those and now i lost them!
Well, at least i can do Mistrial already...

Next few steps:-
1) Master my fast slide
2) Master my low acid toe
3) Master my Mistrial
4) Master my acid-cross
5) Try out Parallel slide

After all those, time to get my balance on speed and my strength on my legs!!
No more Mister Nice guy anymore! Going to train with all my strength, HARDCORE TRAINING!
If I'm scared to learn slides, I might as well quit freestyling! Being a freestyler, i cant afford to be afraid to fall...
But 1st, i need to know the proper way to fall :P hahas
You guessed it! I dont know hot to fall properly!
Need Gears to protect me, then Shawn and QQ said that i should go with speed then I wont feel as much pain when I fall, cause i will be sliding...
I DONT GET THE LOGIC! hahas... end of post!

2009-02-19T18:10:00.003+08:00

Mr Raj just granted me, Regina and LiangGin the permission to skate in school and be in charge of the people who want to skate with us! AMAZING!!
Slides and recreationals only...
Sorry to those that play slaloms... Cause none of us know how to slalom...
Interested? Go to skate-hscs.blogspot.com!

2009-02-18T17:01:00.005+08:00

I finally know the reason that i joined prefects for...
The reason I've been working so hard for...
It is because of elections...
But now, elections is gone... Top 10 and Mr Gng are going to CHOOSE the next top 10...
This is not fair... I've been working so hard to get into elections and now its gone!
All my effort, down the drain... It is easier to get the positions I want in this new system, but i don't want it this way...
I rather work to get my position...
Everything I have and wanted for in prefects, all being brought down by 1 single lost of elections...
I do want the position... I really do... But not by getting it this way...
Want it, but not like this...

Motivation is all gone... One BURNING multiple choice question is left in my head...

"Quit or don't quit?"

If I quit, then all my sorrows will be gone and i can focus more...
If I don't quit, i can continue to stay in the board and be a leader...

I don't mind stopping at 300m in a 400m race, because all I ever wanted for is GONE...
Why must this happen to me?! What did I ever do to deserve this?!
I work hard! Even do extra to help lighten the load of other prefects!
Is that a bad thing?! I don't think so!!
I have never done anything to harm the board or anyone in it before!

Please, I need help... I don't know what to do... I'm breaking, I'm crying...

2009-02-15T14:55:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was AWESOME!! Went skating with the IC members!

First, my uncle sent me and Regina to East Coast Park. When we got there, i bought new wheels, but Regina payed for one of them for my birthday present... Woah! I tell you arhx, burning the wax on the wheels is SUPER FREAKIN' TIRING! The new wheels are IMBA! Regina, don't tell anyone about my new wheels arhx! Hehes, remember our plan!
Burned the wax already, then went to slack at IC. Then Jie gave me my Birthday and Valentines present... Its is a red heart shaped box with my name on the lid of it... Treasure it so much... It is damn nice and precious...
After that, went to keep my box and slacked again... Then the next moment, I was being tortured by Steven and Shawn! OMG! Painful and irritating! Then the rest of the day was skating and being tortured by Shawn and QQ lolz...

OUCH!! hahas

The torturing only stopped at 7pm, *relieved*... Practiced with them and learned new slides!!
[x] Fast Slide!
[x] Acid Toe!
[x] Perfected Magic Slide!
[x] Powerslide to Fast Slide!

Regina! Cry!!! hahas... I'm learning so much faster than you!

Skating is so fun! But it also has its down sides...
[x] Bruised ankles
[x] Bruised leg
[x] Tiring
[x] Falling

Got something that happened that i totally did not expect!
Michelle actually went to buy me a cake and make me blow cake when i didn't want to...
No choice luh...

The cake's taste combi is freakin' nice and IMBA! Bitter chocolate powder in top followed by chocolate cake, then comes the cream, next layer comes the sweet layer of blueberry then was the last layer of chocolate cake with chocolate cream on the outside...
Yummy right? hahas...

Michelle didnt want to tell me the price of the cake :(
But she said that it was expensive...

Well, no more! bye!!! hahas... TYVM for the cards and gifts from everyone!

Slides in learning...
[x] Low Acid Toe
[x] Low Fast Wheel
[x] J-SLide

2009-02-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!! TODAY IS... *drum rollssssssss... CLASH!* MY BIRTHDAY!!

Happy birthday to me;
Happy birthday to me;
Happy birthday to Leon;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Lol, that is random!

Ok, today is skating time! 4pm to 12m! Hopefully I don't get INJURED today...
Yesterday was Bryan's birthday, thats right, friday the 13, and it was a really suay day for him yesterday! hahas... 1st thing that happened to him, a full plate of whipped cream was splatted onto his face BY NONE OTHER THAN ME!! So hounered... 2nd thing that happened to him, he was thrown into the pool by his friends! hahas...

Hey Bryan, seems that you are all "washed up" lolz!

3rd thing that happened to him, when he got out of the pool, he was pushed into the pool again! Who is that mischievious character that pushed him in?! Oh right, i forgot, IT WAS ME AGAIN!! hahas...

Bryan, inviting me was a bad thing for you lol! hahas...

1st thing we did at the condo was bowling... I lost my skills:( but i found out another way of bowling and it seems better! hahas...
2nd thing was eat dinner... Dinner was great lol! Thanks uncle and auntie!
Then Bryan went to fetch Jonathan and another guy who i forgot who he was, during the time when he was gone, we prepared the whipped cream on the plate as a surprise when he returns...
When he got back, Andy asked him to close his eyes as he pretends to give him a present...
1 moment, he was wondering what the present was...
The nexe moment, SPLAT!! A whipped creamed plate was on his face!
Then the whole lot of us played with whipped cream and then i got my retribution...
Andy wanted to feed me with the whipped cream, then he creamed it over my whole face! It was like "ANDY!! What did I ever done to you to deserve this?!"
After the fun with cream, we went to the Karaoke room to sing... But it sounded more like a Listening to music session... Nobody wanted to sing...
Then went to Bryan's house and it looked a lot like YueJie's house... I was wondering like, Whose house is this?? LOLZ!
Then went home in YueJie's father's car, TY SO MUCH UNCLE!!

Today will be meeting with Regina and we will be going to skate together... my uncle bringing us there... YAY!! GONNA GET MY SPARKIES!!! so happy!! Today early in the morning recieved 10+ sms sial! All are happy birthdays lolz...

Ok blog again tomorrow if i got time...
NO PRESENTS UNLESS IT IS CHEAP OR HANDMADE! But for my close friends, not things over 30 bucks ok, tyvm... Best is dont buy though! hahas... biies all!

2009-02-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Feeling so emo these few days... The worst thing is that I don't even know what am I emoing about! How is this possible?!

Today, I was totally NOT me! In class, i usually disturb KaiJie by poking him and hitting him... But today, I hardly touched him! Recess and lunch was emoing too... Hardly spoke today... The only time today that I'm not emo is during DnT...
Want to get number from a girl also so difficult... Cause i hardly talk to her, today was the 1st time that i had a proper conversation with her...
Cecilia is quite cute... But I'm not in love with her! I already got Vanessa anyway... and she is never gonna leave the place in my heart which is reserved for her...

I love her that time...
I love her now...
And I'm going to love her till the end of my life road...

Caring about Vanessa is not about what i want for myself, but it is about what i want for her...

Loving Vanessa is like breathing, how could i ever stop...

She is the light in my great darkness...
My hope when it all seems hopeless...
To me, she is highly very precious...
The love we share is priceless...
Being together with her is happiness...
But being away from her, I'm emotionless...
She is my one and only Lioness...

I really miss her a lots... How I wish I can see her...

2009-02-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Feeling so terrible ever since Saturday afternoon...

No more badminton class... Also means no more seeing her on Saturdays...
Everyday is only her image in my mind, I cant see her...
I miss her so much... I'd give anything to be with her again...
Vanessa... The image of your face is the only thing in my mind...
ABCDEFG... Try to find out what it means people...

Haiz... I just want to say that I Love you, Vanessa, you are everything to me... Without you, im nothing, but with you, im completed...

To others reading my blog: Now you know that her name is Vanessa, so dont question me already ok... Thank you very much

2009-01-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

Back again... Hahas...

Nothing happened this week except for CNY!! HAHAS!

Lost money :'(
Started with $5+ and ending up with only 60 cents! Lost so much in Blackjack... D:
Overall, i had fun, hehes...

Skating... I FINALLY MASTERED FAKIE FAST WHEEL! HAHAS! Next slide, the wheel barrow... OMG... dangerous stunt... but still gonna try it...

If at first you don't succeed, try try again...
But NOT 'cry cry again'!!

Met new friends yesterday! Jonathan and his 2 friends... Jon is a Solomer... but he wants to convert after he saw me slide! His 2 friends wants to be Sliders too! hahas

JOIN IC! PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!

Randomizer... hahas

Ok, another random thing before I sign off...

Sitting at the corridor seat RAWKS!! If i forget to take something from the class, i can just pop my heas through the window and take it out! Example... I forgot to bring my bottle home today, but i got it back cause I'm at the corridor seat...

2009-01-27T11:00:00.002+08:00

I'm back into blogging again guys... Its been 6 days since i last blogged...

Well... I can say that i kinda... Broke my promise to myself... Maria and Joelle, the both of you know what was my promise...
The 1st priority space has been taken up by her... And Maria, the her is not (you know who)...

She is not from HSCS... hahas...

But I think i did something wrong... You see, this year is her PSLE year... And 26 Jan 2009 was the day... Is it too soon?? Should i tell her to concentrate on PSLE 1st??
Guys, I need your opinions... Tagboard is open to all ideas...

2009-01-21T17:07:00.003+08:00

Yo Guys!!! Today is...
SHIRLEE'S BIRTHDAY!!! Happy birthday to you Jie!! May all your worries and doubts go away and may all your wishes come true!
How did you like your TEDDY BEAR!! Hahas...

Hahas... I just found out some really good news that happened on the 19-1-09...

I just want to say that I'm happy for you 2... This time, I'm really happy and not jealous...
Thank God that he allowed me to forget the feelings... Praise the lord!!

I feel so much better without the feeling inside... Really must thank her although she was the one that i was so emo for...

Thank you!
By the way, if the lord made me forget the feelings for you, I'm sure that he can also bless you 2 to be happy!

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Anyway... Every good news comes with its own dark shadower...

I know why do you hate him so much already... He really broke your heart by saying those things on his Birthday...

To the guy: Haiz... Really hope that you are happy with your decision... I don't hate you, but you really disappointed me... I cant believe that you actually said that to her...

To the girl: Don't worry too much okaes... I'm sure that you will find someone better than him someday... It just wasn't meant to be... You can't force him even if he dosen't want to... Its ok... I just learnt recently that these type of things cant be forced... Just forget him and focus on studies for now! Just take what he said with you, and turn that hatred and sadness into confidence and promise that you wont make the same mistakes again! Take the sufferings and come back 10 TIMES STRONGER!!

Hahas... If God dosen't approve you 2 being together, then its your destinies... But still stay strong!

Hahas... no more!! hahas... biies

2009-01-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

Lolz... kinda random but i was just looking for different MVs for the song Love Story-Taylor Swift and i found this! This guy's voice is imba!! The song sounded nicer with a Guy's voice to me instead of the original... Watch this...

Comments?? Hahas...

2009-01-14T18:07:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Edited my blog a bit... But after editing the template, I feel emo again...
What to do... Guess that it wasn't meant to be...

The only thing I edited on my template was my blog song...
I was thinking of all the emo songs i know, and I remembered that she told me about this song...
Memories... Non-stop flowing stream of memories that hurt a lots...

Haiz... no choice also... who asked me to be so weak and blind... I landed myself in all this troubles...

*sadded for eternity*

Ok... This is the last time that im going to mention her anymore...
It really hurts, but i really want to get over this crisis...
I want to get over this crisis and find the light to my FRIENDS again...
So... Goodbye... My Dear FRIEND... Really hope that things can go back to the way they were...
Haiz... 3 sighs on one post... I'm going to be so screwed...
Nevertheless, its not easy to say goodbye... But... Its a must to do so...

2009-01-09T14:11:00.000+08:00

Haiz... School these days are super boring especially after the Sec1 orintation... Nowadays in class... Emo, Emo, Emo... Sleep, Sleep, Sleep... Talk, Talk, Talk... Nothing new sial... Boring...

Today's school... 1st 2 periods... CME... Miss Leung talked about... Racism!! Random topic sial... Shared a little about american history... Kinda intresting, but i still don't know how'd I managed to slerep through... I was practically half-asleep...

Next 2 periods... Chemistry... Slept through the whole thing, so i didn't know what Teacher was talking about...

Math was next... Sianz... but at least this is the class which I didn't sleep though... hahas... but i wasn't giving my fullest concentration though... No difference from sleeping...

Physics!! This subject, i didn't aleep through... All because the teacher was Mr Evan Toh!!! He is a good teacher and I was listening to his lesson, not like the others...

Form Contact... Discussed about adaptibility and then sort of planned for class outing... Best Performance Class campaign... GETS TO GO OVERSEAS!!! AUSTRALIA OR NEW ZEALAND!!! But it isn't easy to get it though... hahas... Too bored to type anymore... biies... hahas

2009-01-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

NO!!! Orientation is over already?! Damn! Cant skip classes anymore...

*sadded* :'(

Anyways... Orientation was a great success... Except for the fact that the sec ones were not hyper enough... But at least we all had loads of fun... KeJin, ZiXi, ZhiTing, me and sec 1E1 all had fun!! Whats more is that I made some new friends!! KeJin, ZiXi and ZhiTing were once people who i don't even know... But after all we've been through, I say that they are a bunch of super good and funny friends... hahas

To 1E1 peoples who happen to come across to my blog... just want to say that all of you did really really great and our effort really paid off!! We got the award for the most enthu class!! Gratz to all 1E1 people and their leaders XD

Hope the future leaders of class 1E1 will do a good job leading their sec1 classes when they are sec3!!

Hehes... I have faith in you guys... Don't let me down...

Personal message to Samantha... Samantha, I have no doubt that you will be a good leader in the future... Don't let us down ok!! hahas

Hmmm... Bad things that happened... I shall not say them... Im not going to ruin this piece of happy post... hahas... I cant wait for next year's orientation!! During then... WE WILL ALL BE EXCOS!!! We will be able to lead the campfire and make final decisions!! Cant wait to be in the Exco team!!

2008-12-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

My new skates... And my very 1st freestyle skates... And same is Regina's...
Me and Regina got a lot of things in common... phone is same model... same skates... and even same type of gloves! Like Brother Sister...

Regina... train hard kaes!! Then next time we compete...

Skating with the Pros on Friday and Saturday... best things is that it is AT NIGHT!! NO SUN!!! COOL GROUND TO PREVENT MY EXPENSIVE WHEELS FROM SPOILING!!! W00TS!! FOC freestyle lessons!! This is it... my interest stays in Skating... I'm going to train hard and take up instructor course with Regina... I'm going to be an instructor and that is going to remain as my aim! And I'm not going to change my ambitions!

Just imagine skating with people a lots pro-er than me... I can learn from them and someday, I might be as good or better than them!

Kaes, all for now... gonna post soon guys... biies!!

How I just love SkateCulture and skates... RANDOM-NESS!! HAHAS... BYE BYE

2008-12-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

Bored... But I think that this song is also quite hyper... Although it's from an anime, it's nice... Sing along if you want! Be warned... it's in Japanese!

This is Inuyasha's 1st opening song...

Change the World

I want to change the world
kaze wo kakenukete nanimo osorezu ni
ima yuuki to egao no KAKERA daite
Change my mind
jounetsu tayasazu ni takanaru mirai e
te wo nobaseba kagayakeru hazu sa
It's wonderland

hai-iro no sora no kanata nanika oite kita
kimi wa mayoi nagara
sagashi-tsudzukeru
kimi no kokoro furuete'ta asu no mienai yo
nanimo shinjirarezu mimi wo fusagu
kimi ni deaeta toki hontou no ibasho mitsuketa
nanigenai yasashisa ga koko ni atte
bokura mezameru

I want to change the world
nido to mayowanai kimi to iru mirai
katachi doreba doko made mo toberu sa
Change my mind
jounetsu tayasazu ni shiranai ashita e
tsubasa hiroge hanabatakeru hazu sa
It's wonderland

bokura wa onaji sekai wo oyogi-tsudzukete'ru
tagai no negai e todoku hi made
minna onaji fuan kakaete sasaeaeru yo
tachidomaru shunkan ni mitsumete'ru
kono basho ni iru

I want to change the world
kono te hanasazu ni mimamoru hitomi wo
uketometara nandatte dekiru hazu
Change my mind
hitori ni sasenai minna koko ni iru
donna koto mo tsukinukete ikou
It's wonderland

I want to change the world
kaze wo kakenukete nanimo osorezu ni
ima yuuki to egao no KAKERA daite
Change my mind
jounetsu tayasazu ni takanaru mirai e
te wo nobaseba kagayakeru hazu sa
It's wonderland

2008-12-10T08:26:00.001+08:00

Sorry people, don't feel like blogging these few days. Next post might be on 2009...

2008-12-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm blogging again after long days of busy-ness... :D

This whole week is just to go to Nokia and Sony Ericssons to upgrade firmwares...

Going to upgrade my W595's firmware was no problem except that my dad called them and banged table... The story...

Went to Simei East Point with Dear accompanying me, thank you a lots Dear...
Got my phone to Sony Ericssons and was told that my phone would be in the service centre for 3-5 days and that they would call my dad when the phone is ready...
I didn't know that upgrading a firmware just takes 10 minutes, so my dad came back in the evening and called them up demanding that the phone be ready by that day...
After they told me that i could go and collect the phone before 8pm, i rushed down to Simei again to collect it...
This is my phone's story...

My dad's Nokia 6600 slide... Got scolding... :'(
Went to service centre LATE!! Than kena scolding... :'(
Got to the service centre, and it was CLOSED!!! Angry sia!! >:(
Next day go back to the service centre, put the phone there for 4 hours before collecting it...
During the 4 hours, I went home and rested...
After 4 hours is due... went back to Century Square to collect the phone and then go back...

I think I spent almost $10 on bus and train fares this week... EZ-Link no money :'(

All for now... tiring week i had... whew, finally over...

2008-12-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

W00tS!! Got my new phone yesterday!! MY DREAM PHONE!! SONY ERICSSON W595!!!! Hahaha, tho 3 other people have it too, mine is the only blue 1! hahas... no choice... only got 1 colour then...

Gonna go upgrade my firmware later... so don call or msg my today kaes... hahas...

Oh ya... YJ, i might b going to your house also... cause I'm in Simei mah... den wen my phone in the centre, i tink i go ur hse...

All for now... i'll update asap... biies!!!

2008-11-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

I'm back guys... looks like it wasn't my last breadth after all...

Thank you a lot for accepting me Dear... I'll definitely remember the 19th day of every month... Its our day...

19th November: Nothing much happened... the only thing that I remember was that Dear accepted me then...

20th November: Go to school so damn early for the open house... From 9AM till 6PM sia... 9Hrs of boredom doing nothing... but alas finally free of the open house and rushed home to change n bring Desiree's letter to her juniors... sorry that I forgot to bring them to the open house Des...
Rushd to the fishing pond to wait for Carin and met some familiar faces on the way... hahas HIIES PEOPLE... but in the end still go nearer to Carin's blk to wait for her... skated to the pit with her cause got prefects BBQ... practiced with Gabriel and made him fall... sorry Gabriel...
Then after awhile more, called ZhiYi(sorry if I spelt u name wrongly) skate with me... amazingly, I thought that he was a better skater than me, but it turned out that I was a better skater...
Then went back to the pit... we skated at the skating ring you know... saw Dear there many times, but got no courage to talk to her... so sorry Dear...

After awhile more... saw Joelle sitting at the water break... i thought she was alone... but when i got closer... i saw that Kenneth was sitting with her... he was emo...

Joelle and Kenneth talked for a long time... but alas, i was able to find out what happened to Kenneth... Im sure that the heavens will help you get over this crisis and get her back for you... cheer up Kenneth...

Walked with Joelle along the beach for a long distant... SHES NOT MY GF OK! Just my super close friend who I treat as a sister... Told her about my problems...

Saw Dear and another guy(wont rerveal u) sitting together... then i got scared and JEALOSY FILLED ME! Sneaked out to the dark and abandoned side of the water break and started to emo... few minutes later, Kenneth came to me and I told him my problems... Later that time... parents came and I went to say 'hi'... but soon left again... seemed like Kenneth helped me to have a good talk with Dear...

I really had a good talk with her and found out why she and that other was together... seemes like that Dear was just gathering information from him...

Sitting and chatting with Dear was the most happy time that day... how i wished that time would just freeze that time...

After many minutes talking to Dear, I went home with my parents... got some free chinken wings from the BBQ... After I got home... I ate supper, I didn't eat at the BBQ you see... After eating, I went into my room and started to msg Dear... went to sleep few hrs later...

21th November: Went to school for open house again... but needed to stay till 2pm though i only needed to stay till 11am... stayed cause I'm the VC of TKD and Carin wasn't feeling well... hope that you are well alr Jie... After that... nothing much happened already...

Its not my final breath yet... I'm still gonna post more and more as long as I'm happy...

2008-11-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

This might be my last post for 2008... if I'm not posting anymore... it means that I'm emoing...

This Drawing warms my heart... (someone)... don't reveal your name in my blog or anywhere else okaes... And those that know who is (someone), please do not spread... TYVM

I just wanna say that I really care for you... I finally know what I regretted...
I know what have i done, but it wasn't easy for me to do the thing that made u sad...

I worked on this while thinking of you... It took me my precious 5 minutes
to draw this and my precious 10 minutes to perfect it to the most that i can...
Its not perfect, but I put a lot of effort into drawing it

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Leon Still care for you though he can be heartless at times...
He is really very sorry for being so heartless towards you...

He hopes that you can forgive him for what he has done to you...
He really wants a 2nd chance so that he can put everything right again...

2008's final post is for you, (Someone)...

Awaiting to be Revived in Year 2009...
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2008-11-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

OH YEA!!!!! finally we are OK... after long months, we are finally OK... just hope that you can accept me as a friend now...

you know who you are... if you have forgotten... here are words and phrases that i taught you of, retribution & wash my hands off. hope you remember them... hahas...

I'm really glad that you can still smile even if you are talking to me though... this means a lot to me... least i know that you are not that angry with me already, n i hope that you can stay this way... i don't wanna lose a friend just cause of an outsider...

thank you... a lot...

2008-11-17T09:33:00.000+08:00

bored at home after a few weeks of hols... i want to go skate as frequent as possible... or if got money, go bowling oso cans... nvm at least im going to skate on e 21 of nov... den i can start to show off... hahahas, i noe dat i like to show off alot.... its my nature... whenever im good in something, i like to show off de... hope u all dont mind... lolz

Currently trying to perfect my parallel slide... i mux perfect it b4 Regina does... mux oways put ur rival infront of u to let it help u as a vehicle or stepping stone... hahas... Regina, if u were to read this, i hope dat u will oso do e same thing... bt we all noe hu is betta... hahahas!!

hmm... guess i'll stop here n go on later if i want, hahas... biies all divine ones... *SMILEZ*

2008-11-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

bored at my cousins house nw... nth to do... so might as well post stuffz(which i dunno wat)...

n guys, do u think i shld change my blogskin?? itz nice to me u noes... bt look at my TB n u will c my cousin's tag... THX A LOT BIAO MEI!!!!(sarcastic)

Ans me on TB, n i will c hw many ppl wan me to change... i will oni change if there r at least 5 ppl asking me to change... if nt, sory, im nt gonna change it jux yet...

Cant w8 4 nxt year to come... hahas... im gonna start shooting at ppl nxt year... hahas... jux hope dat im sucessful kuhx... wish me luk kaes... lolx...

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HAHAS LOLS, I JUS LOVE DRAWING LIKE DAT, bt i noe dat it isnt dat nice luh, nvm, i happy ok ler hahas

2008-11-14T09:03:00.000+08:00

YOS DIVINE PEOPLE!!! IT ME AGAIN!!! HAHAS

ytd got sec 1 orientation meeting n amazingly... I WAS LATE!!!! CANT BELIEVE IT!! i woke up at 10.20 ard there den i tot got alot of ppl going de dats y i told YJ dat im nt going alr, den he told me dat there r oni 8 ppl there ni must go, sians, tell him 30 mins minimum timing den become 10 minutes oni... hahas... run to school n rush at home mah...

in the end, we oso got dat thing done... bt i find dat we cannot oways do things to suit others... i mean... WE CHANGED PLAND ALOT OF TIMES JUS COX OF E OTHER TRACKS!! angry ah, bt still quite fun luhs, expecially e last part where we're all in e CG room n seniors were telling jokes making us laugh... n dat was after dey called us all to go home... bt too bad 4 them, none of us did... so dey entertained us, hahas sory seniors... dis is jus like ur junior badge... hahas

Amzar's horror story was oso dam freakin' funny ah... i tell it to all of u there...

It happened in his house at ard 2 am...

he had a nightmare, so he woke up to go to
e kitchen to get himself a drink...

on the way there, he heard a sound 'psst', bt he ignored it
when he was pouring water into his cup, he heard another 'psst'
then he started to feel scared...

when he was walking bac to his room, he heard it again 'psst'
nw he was terrified...

when he layed his hand on the door knob, he heard it again 'psst'
n after he heard dis 'psst' he could smell a very nice smell...

he looked up n saw something white above him...

AIR REFRESHERNER !!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! so funny!!!! laughed me head off man lolz... nice story rite?? hahas

2008-11-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

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NW DAT I'VE REALEASED A LOT OF IT, ITS BAC 2 E OLD ME AGAIN!!!

2008-11-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

Whew... got a long n tiring day today... 9+ go kenneth hse ask him to help me wif my blog(hahas thanks again kenneth)... den go deliver Joelle's Ball to her house, make me n Kenneth get drenched in e rain... I was half wet while Kenneth was totally WET!!!! bt he lucky dat his shirt was waterproof(nt fair rite!)... den go to YueJie hse slack awhile n play wif LeLe(YJ dog). W8 4 ShuShan to come den we go skating, dam tiring siah...

During skating, i fell alot n even got fall until my finger bleed sia!!!:( Bt nvm, cox ShuShan fell more dan me, no la, actually i fell more dan her, bt cox i was practicin' OH YA!!! REGINA, IF U WERE TO C DIS POST...I WAN TELL U DAT I CAN PARALLEL SLIDE LER!!! I GOT E CONCEPT!!! HAHAS, OWNED U!!

After dat, go bac to YJ hse, den use his massage chair, DAM SHUANG LOR!!! bt dam pain, lolz... n seeing YJ play GunZ so fun n so little memory space needed... i decided to join him oso, bt too bad 4 u, YJ, nt gonna play yet, hahas lol...

Den go play bowling @ e condo e lane, cant hook ler :( nid to re-train again...

Until nw den got home... dam tired luhx!!

Kaes, dats all 4 today... nxt time updates again... hahas biiies!!! REMEMBER TO TAG B4 U LEAVE!!!!!

2008-11-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOS PEOPLE! I'm Shu Shan, blogging for Leon. Hehehehes. This is his favourite book, twilight. He's crazy about vampires. He is holding onto Yue Jie's guitar while looking at me blogging. Carin is yelling about while sitting on the massage chair. We're currently at Yue Jie's house after rollerblading and Yue Jie and Leon will be going bowling later. Oh well, why am I blogging for his sake? Because I see there's only one post and it is super pathethic. Tada. Leon's screaming to ask me to encourage all of you, READERS, to tag! THANKS. "MUST TAG HORXZ!"-quoted from Leon. BYE PEOPLE! :D