Rebirth after Death

Tuesday, November 16, 2010:
My Dearest baby Anne, its gonna be a really long long long letter with eight hundred words of my love for you, but i bet you'll love it as much as you love me. Well, i better get started on my super long essay.

It's only been one month and fifteen days of our relationship, but all throughout the time being together with you, I have never once regretted asking you that question. My love for you is truly deep and sincere, you got me falling so deeply in love with you my dear! You are the best thing that's ever been mine~! All the dates we had, all the kisses we shared, all the hugs we gave, you won't believe it, but I remember every single one of them as every single one of them is important to me. You were shy being me during our first few days being together, but slowly you became more and more open towards me until now. You are still a little shy, but i can see that you really don't mind being with me anymore, in fact, I can tell that you WANT to be with me more than anything. Every date we had was fun and memorable, till towards the end when you walked into your house or your dad's car, that will always be the time i get emo. Like i told you so many times before, i don't like to leave you when I'm with you. Its not often that we can go out, because of your parents and my work, that's why every date we have is special, because only on our dates are we together physically, something that is not really easy to have. I always get excited when I am about to meet you and when I'm finally with you, I care nothing else in the world, because with you around, I will feel in heaven where everything is perfect and flawless. When I'm with you, all my pains disappear, all my worries gone, all my stress relieved, but the moment you leave, everything comes back again and my heaven soon turns to hell. I really hate to leave you physically my dear.

Our first month came quickly, but it wasn't as special as I wanted it to be because I had to give you your surprise sooner than our month-sary, really sorry for that, but you still loved it just as much. You couldn't get me anything, its okay, because i don't need a gift from you my dear, because all I really want is your heart, your love and your trust, but you wrote me a love letter instead, a very long and sweet love letter which i carry everywhere not because I'm too lazy to take it out, but because I really love the message that you wrote for me, it reminds me of you(like is there even anything that DOESN'T remind me of you?). I take out the letter to read all the time, reliving the time that i first read it, I even showed the letter to some of my friends though they didn't read its content. See, I'm proud that you are my dearest baby and I'm not afraid or ashamed to tell the world that you are my darling! I know that you are proud that I'm your dearest boy too, but you don't tell the world because you are scared of what others may think and also scared that your parents find out about us and tries to break us up, you are forgiven for that.

I wonder what will happen if one day we suddenly break up, I WONDER, but i DON'T WANT to find out! Ahahaha! Our love will never end! We will last!! Have you noticed that since the time we got together until now, we have never had a single quarrel? Bet you didn't know that right? Petty squabbles don't count ok. Our love is strong, nothing can break us apart ant nothing ever will. The rain can wash away everything we wrote on the sand, but it can never stop me from loving you. I love you way too much my dearest, and i can't bear to let you go. For once, I am going to be really really REALLY selfish, you are MINE and MINE ALONE!! NOBODY ELSE CAN HAVE YOU! Neither can you go to anyone else okay? Your class BBQ was the best date i ever had with you, I know that i wasn't suppose to be there and I know that i changed your plans of what you are going to do there, I'm really sorry okay. The night at the breakwater with you was the best time I ever had with you, I really wanted time to freeze there and then, the atmosphere around us was just perfect and sparks were flying around us, we were really in love then, well, our feelings for each other was much more then at least. Sometimes, i really wish that while we are having our er ren shi jie, it would rain and we would kiss. Kissing you in the rain is just perfect for me, its true that we will get wet, but at proves that when I'm with you, nothing else matters, the rain is cold and we will be drenched, but as long as I'm with you, the cold and the water doesn't bother me at all, because you are everything to me and nothing else matters when we are together.

I really love you my darling baby, and I will never trade you for anything else in the world, in fact, I'd trade EVERYTHING I have just to be with you. Everything I do for you is with all my heart, every sacrifice I give for you is worth everything, every word I say to you is all true and every 'I LOVE YOU' I say to you comes from the bottom of my heart. You are my everything and I love you, more than my own life.

P.S Confirm more than 800 words already, first paragraph alone 425 words already :D


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