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Ger... You promised that we'd be close friends after our break... But since then, we've been drifting further and further apart... I know that there was a time that i stopped messaging you... But i only did so in the hope that you'll notice me if i didn't message you... Whenever i message you, I always wait for your reply with my phone in my hand... Just to catch the instant that you reply... But most of the time, i don't get one... I really want to talk to you and be close to you again like last time... Why did this happen? I thought we were suppose to be very good friends... sigh... Is it because you don't want me to fall for you anymore?? Is that the reason why you're being so cold to me? Because you don't want me to continue loving you?? sigh... You know that i told you that I'd give up... But truthfully, I didn't okay... I still love you very greatly... The only difference is that i love you more now... After my attempt to stop loving you, I realised how much i truly loved you... I couldn't let you go, despite my best... Just like how you couldn't love me despite your efforts to do so... I really cant forget or give up loving you... I really love you a lot... Many times I tried to forget you, the most I ever forgotten about you was for only 3 hours... Each time I forget you, you never fail to get back into my head... Each time you come back, I realise how much I really love you that i cant let go... I think of you all the time... I even dream of you... They were sweet dreams, but when morning comes and i wake up, i realise that it will never come true... I cry every night, because I miss you... I emo everyday because I love you, but I cant have you... Germaine... I really do love you deeply... Please... Can you give us another chance? Life has really been miserable without your presence... I know that i look happy every time you see me, but its just a fake smile... Yea, I'm smiling... But inside, I'm dying... I'll tell you honestly... You are the only one so far who is able to make me miss you so much... Because i miss you that much, i love you even more... Because i miss you that much, i go insane... Because I miss you that much, I nearly committed suicide... Its because i love you that much that I always want to get closer to you, hoping that i can get another chance... I just love you... More and More each day...
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Im Leon Tan, Im studying in HaiSing Catholic school and Im a roller blade person. Im doing slides, so if you want to learn to slide, come find me! Hahas... My msn is Strikefreedomsf@hotmail.com... Need any tips or just want to add as friend, go ahead and add... December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 August 2010 November 2010 Amanda Andy Beatrice Belle Candy Carlyn Cavell Celine Cheryl Cheyenne Christabel Clarabelle Clarissa Crystal Desiree Diana Dixon Eileen Eunice Fionn Jennifer Joelle Kenneth LiangGin Lycia Magdelene Lim Maria Michelle Rachelle Regina Renee Samantha Sara Sharmaine Sheri ShiHui ShiMin Shirlee ShiTing ShuShan Skye SohVil Tammy Tessa WeeChin XueTing YewTai YueJie YunSuen Blogger Blogskins Layout by liverpool-girl |
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