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its ok... treat it as nothing has happened ok...... ahahaha... Want me to find you after school like I recently did?? ahahaha... Wishing for that day to come too... ahahaha... Love you my darling!!! Post for :_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
I've never forgotten about you though I say that I'd leave you until you finished your exams... I won't ever give up on you OK... Its not that I can give up anyway... Something about you and something about me, just prevents me from giving up... You are the one my heart longs for... Even my most trusted friends and my special someone says so... Dar, I LOVE YOU! My love for you is nothing compared to any other force on earth... I've never forgotten about you... And I'll never do so... You cant be forgotten... You are the one that is occupying my heart the most... 80% of my heart is yours... 80% of the time, I think of you... 80% of the time, I emo for you cause I cant see you... 80% of the time, you will run through my head regardless of whatever I'm doing... Finally, 100%, its my love for you... 10000%, I'm waiting for the day when we can go out and meet again... Infinite %, I know that you are my soul mate... As expected... You just say it for the sake of making me happy...
Why are you doing this?? Realize the pain I'm suffering please... I kept my promise of going back... Why did you not keep yours of waiting for me? Just what am I to you? Am I nothing to you now that you wan just throw me aside? After all the things I tried to do... You can just throw me aside? Am I just a toy? A toy that you can just throw aside when you are bored of playing with? A toy that loses your attention to another? A toy that wants to be forgotten? Let me tell you this OK... I'm not just some toy that you can just throw away after you are bored with me... I have feelings too OK... I've put everything in already... Why do you let him catch your attention? Have you forgotten our promise? I just don't know what to do already OK... Please come back... I'm really dying seeing what you are doing... Don't forget about me... I'm currently in the corner, waiting for you to take me again... Do I still have a placing in your heart? Or did you give it to another person? If you have, then where is my placing? Your placing will always be in my heart... The one thing in my heart that I would not give to another... It will always be yours... But if you choose to take that placing off, then I will have an empty place in my heart... For useless purposes... I really don't want that OK... But if that day really comes, then I'll have no choice... Please come back soon... ILY... I really do... Haiz...
Does she still love me?? Does she still think of me?? Does she think of how i feel?? Does she mean what she say?? Do I still mean anything to her?? Do I still stand a chance?? Will I win her back?? Can I win her back?? So many questions, no answers... She said that she comes here each time she on her com... Let see if she means it... Sorry to doubt you, but I just want to see if you do... You know who you are... SMS me after you read his... ARGHX!!! Darn phone just wont start up! It just suddenly off then I cant start it up anymore... DAMMIT!! Bad timing to be spoilt... Now cant call, cant msg, means cant go out! Dammit!!!
How am I gonna live life without a phone?! I freaggin cant survive without one OK!! Damn it... Bad day... 2nd post just to post my favourite song... Ahahaha...
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings She said let's change our luck, this night is all we've got. Drive fast until we crash, this dead and life. Sweet dreams that wont come true, I leave it all for you, Brick walls are closing in, let's make a run tonight. Blinded, By the lights. Hold you through, dont ever let you go. Cause if you jump, I will jump too. We will fall together, from the building's ledge. Never looking back at what we've done, we'll say, it was love. Cause I would die for you on skyway avenue. She said don't change your mind, let's leave this town behind. We'll race right off the cliff, they will, remember this. It all got so mundane, with you I'm back again~. Just take me by the hand, we're close, to the edge. Blinded, By the lights. Hold you through, dont ever let you go. Cause if you jump, I will jump too. We will fall together, from the building's ledge. Never looking back at what we've done, we'll say, it was love. Cause I would die for you on skyway avenue. Where are your guts to fly~, Soaring through, through the night. And if you take that last step I'll follow you~. Leave the edge and fly, we're finally alive. Cause if you jump, I will jump too. We will fall together, from the building's ledge. Never looking back at what we've done, we'll say, it was love. Cause I would die for you on SKYWAY AVENUE! So what's left to prove, we have make it through. Nice song eh... It very well describes what I would do... ahahaha... My girl, this is what I'll do for you... hey people!! Im back again! Today was... The "NEED FOR SPEED" event!
I participated in 3 events... 1)Slide battle 2)Speed slalom 3)100m race I didnt care about number 2 and 3, just joined to play, but i cared a lot about number 1... Turned out that i was too nervous and thus cant perform properly... What?! My 1st comp OK!! Came in last... Not sad or anything though... hahas... Just went for this to have fun, dosent matter if i won or lost... Well, time to go to bed... Tired from my comp... Grr... Damn... Dont know how to do it, please dont do it... make everyone suffer only...
How the heck do you want us to listen if you keep asking us to copy things? Use your brain can or not... god gave you a brain to think... We are not machines, we cant work 24/7 without breaks... Make our hands work till like machines, your hand not pain but ours damn pain de ok... You only need to click, no TOUCH, the mouse pad every once in 5mins, we need to write every second ok... You know who you are, not gonna put your name here... As long as I dont put your name here, you cant do anything, only you know who am i referring to ok... so dont need ask others... Btw, if you guys ask me who is this im referring to, i wont answer... Just in case SOME PEOPLE say that i spoil her rep... Whew, after venting my anger, i feel so relieved... I just dont want to say anything in your face... I've been bottling up all these feelings already for a long time ok... Oh ya, you are a freaking sadist, make our hands hurt then you still say that it is good... later one day our hands all tio cramp then you ho seh liao lo... Use your brain to think of better way to do it... Ok, that is all for somebody... Now, its my dar's spotlight again... hahas... Dar, dont be angry ok... you already know that she is a bitch in your eyes, even bee says so... so dont blame her ok... bitches will be bitches... hahas... cheer up... next time after exams can still go out lolz... If during that time your parents and maid still prevent you from going out, then you have every right to be angry, i will also get mad... Just dont suicide ok... I know that the st4ress level is intense and your family still restricting you, just bear with it after till exams ok... After exams is when all the chains holding you back will break... Then you will soar like an eagle, feel free to spread your wings... If you suicide, you are also killing me ok... You are my everything now... If you are gone, so is my everything... Dont think you want that to happen to me... So to prevent that, just bear with it ok... bear with it for me... I L Y B!! Im Back!! And Im here to dedicate this song to my Girl... Anyway if Aunty Potato Chips were to see this, I just want to tell her that she did a really good job in making me emo on friday and saturday... lolz... Skyway Avenue She said lets change our luck This night is all we got Drive fast until We crash this dead-end life Sweet dreams that won't come true I'd leave it all for you Brick walls are closing in Let's make a run tonight [Chorus:] Blinded by the lights Hold you through forever Won't let you go 'Cause if you jump I will jump too We will fall together from the buildings ledge Never looking back at what We've done We'll say it was love 'Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue She said don't change your mind Let's leave this town behind We'll race right off the cliff They will remember this It all got so mundane With you I'm back again Just take me by the hand We're close to the edge [Chorus:] Blinded by the lights Hold you through forever Won't let you go 'Cause if you jump I will jump too We will fall together from the buildings ledge Never looking back at what We've done We'll say it was love 'Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue Where are your guts to fly? Soaring through, through the night And if you take that last step I'll follow you Leave the ledge and fly We're finally alive Cause if you jump, I will jump too We will fall together from the buildings ledge Never looking back at what we've done We'll say it was love Cause I would die for you on Skyway Avenue So what's left to prove We have made it through Hey people!! Back to blog again... Just blogging cause today damn sianz... Im bored... Really very bored... Well... heres a song for my beloved... Its called 1 2 3 4...
There is only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you, I Love you... There is only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and thats what i'll do... I LOVE YOU! heys peoples! Long time no blogged ler hahas... just didnt feel like blogging lolz... hahas...
2days ago was the LEADERSHIP CAMP!! Woohoo!! hahas... loz... But, still quite sianz lo... Sec 3 is go there just to guide the sec 1 and 2 only... so didnt participate a lot... But it was still quite ok... Monday, forgot what happened ler(Oops!)... Just remembered what happened at night lolz... Did something that I wasnt suppose to do, who cares anyway, sec 1s, would you rather follow me or stay at your tents to rot?? lolz... Brought the sec 1s out AT NIGHT then they were suppose to be sleeping like pigs... hahas We 1st sneaked over to the back gate to see if it was opened, but sadly, its not, so we went to hide behind the buses and discussed on what we were going to do... hahas... My plan worked! For the few times that my plans works, this was one of them! hahas... Not telling my secret lolz... So went up to 2e4 and found out that it wasnt locked, so Eunice, Belle, Shi Ting, Amanda, Kean Wai, Ben, Yue Jie and me, stayed in the class from 1.30 to 3... What did we do there? I'll let your imaginations run... hehes... Tuesday, all i remembered was that we watched a movie, we were soldiers, and I was like half asleep throughout the whole day... The night before was too exciting and therefore, the people who I mentioned just now, most of them didnt sleep... I was like sleeping during the sec 1s activities... ok fine not gonna post about tuesday as i dunno what happened... What?? I was asleep most of the time!! biies people!! |
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