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Hate! HATE! HATE!!!
Hate myself! Why do I always get so worked up! Stupid me never ever read carefully and always misunderstand de... Carlyn, Im so sorry for scolding you and not trusting you ok... But I did trust you... You claimed that I didnt trust you at all, but i did ok... Everything is my fault, it was my fault from the start... So, im sorry ok... This time was fully my fault, it was always my fault... You agreeing with another person was never wrong, just that i was blinded by anger and love... I know that you still hate me a lot... I dont blame you... After what has happened... Just to let you know, Im not angry with you anymore... So please try and forgive my please... Really cant lose a friend like you... I finally realised how valuable you are in my life... Darling dont get jealous ok... I will forever be yours... If I cant have you then... Nvm, shall not go into detail... Carlyn, I want you to know this, even if I break with my darling, I cant accept you ok... I just dont share the same feeling as you did with me... Yes I may love you, but in a sibling way... The love that I share with me daling is different ok... She is not just a sister to me, but she is my life source, without her, im just an empty shell... Like that last time when she nearly wanted to break up with me, I cried throughout... I just cant let her leave my side ok... Passerby, I know who are you already, I dont blame you for trying to help Carlyn, but please think of others... If you ask my darling to give up, the 2 of us wont be the only ones suffering... Carlyn will also suffer... Carlyn said that she dosent like me to emo, and if my darling breaks up with me, I will be super emo... Then Carlyn will also be super emo... Then She will start slashing again... Then the chain reaction will go on with all our close friends... darling, I wont give you up... I'll forever love you and forever be yours... If I cvant love you, then I wont love another... You have taken my heart and without a heart, I cant love... Nothing more... Emo vampire not gonna socalize... Im gonna be emo in my corners... |
Im Leon Tan, Im studying in HaiSing Catholic school and Im a roller blade person. Im doing slides, so if you want to learn to slide, come find me! Hahas... My msn is Strikefreedomsf@hotmail.com... Need any tips or just want to add as friend, go ahead and add... December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 August 2010 November 2010 Amanda Andy Beatrice Belle Candy Carlyn Cavell Celine Cheryl Cheyenne Christabel Clarabelle Clarissa Crystal Desiree Diana Dixon Eileen Eunice Fionn Jennifer Joelle Kenneth LiangGin Lycia Magdelene Lim Maria Michelle Rachelle Regina Renee Samantha Sara Sharmaine Sheri ShiHui ShiMin Shirlee ShiTing ShuShan Skye SohVil Tammy Tessa WeeChin XueTing YewTai YueJie YunSuen Blogger Blogskins Layout by liverpool-girl |
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