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Haiz... Why is everyone around me so emo nowadays?? Making me emo even more... I'm emoing a lot ler...
Maria, why did you slash yourself till like that?? Its scary... Its worse than me ok... Please dont slash... My heart aches whenever you slash... Carlyn, please tell me who that person is... Really want to help you... I gave you my word already, and i will keep my word... Just have more trust in me ok... Please... Dont ler yourself go into that trap again... Darling, so many days never contact ler... I miss you... Where are you? Msn you also no reply... Darling... Did I do anything wrong again?? Im sorry ok... I just miss you a lot... My life has gone black and white... Its now sad and dark without your company... How long do you want to keep me like this?? Darling, please contact me somehow... Going crazy without you... I'm craving for you... Im emo... so emo... Everyone is making me more emo too... Guess my life is just like this... My world was once coloured and cheerful... But now its a world where people are emo, no smiles... My world is incomplete without you... A fate worse than AMARGGADON is the type of world Im currently living in... Back to post... Im so emo...
Well, yesterday we had sec 1 interview with those that want to be prefects... They were ok except for some... Desiree Ong, if you didnt want to be a prefect, then you could have just told your teacher, at least it would be better than giving us attitude at the interview... Hey, but since you are chosen by your teacher, it shows that your teacher sees potetial in you... Why not you take this chance for you to shine? Im not blaming you if you dont want to join, but if you are a natural at this, than it would be a waste... Being a prefect is not just so straight that you just do duties everyday... If that was what prefects were, I wouldn't have joined... Prefects do duties everyday, that would be boring if you do not have friends. We come into prefects to make friends, help in the school's major events, learn skills, teach others and also have fun... Yes though we still learn as prefects, it will be a totally different experience, because when you learn with you fellow prefects and other leaders, you are also bonding with them... I know that it will be most likely that you dont see this, but i really pray that this message will reach you somehow(though i dont see the possibility)...I believe that God will Let you see this... Ok... election's resuts are out!! 1st off! We have Head-Prefect Joelle! Next! We have Shirlee as our Deputy Head-Prefect! Then! We have Firman and Zariel as our Senior Vice-Head-Prefects! For the Vice-Heads, sorry, couldn't remember the names, but Im one of them... Grats to Joelle, Shirlee, Zariel and Firman! Dont get too stressed out!! hahas... Im sad that I wasn't in the top four, but I'd expected it to be like this long before the results came out... Ok...nothing more... Darm I miss my prefect days... DUTIES PLEASE START SOON!! Sadded... Im so guilty... Im so sorry...
Well, at least can msg my darling now... One week of not msging her and it felt so lonely... I need you darling... Cant live without you... This is the song that I wanted you to hear... It really resembles my feelings that time... We belong together - Mariah Carey (Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah) Hate! HATE! HATE!!!
Hate myself! Why do I always get so worked up! Stupid me never ever read carefully and always misunderstand de... Carlyn, Im so sorry for scolding you and not trusting you ok... But I did trust you... You claimed that I didnt trust you at all, but i did ok... Everything is my fault, it was my fault from the start... So, im sorry ok... This time was fully my fault, it was always my fault... You agreeing with another person was never wrong, just that i was blinded by anger and love... I know that you still hate me a lot... I dont blame you... After what has happened... Just to let you know, Im not angry with you anymore... So please try and forgive my please... Really cant lose a friend like you... I finally realised how valuable you are in my life... Darling dont get jealous ok... I will forever be yours... If I cant have you then... Nvm, shall not go into detail... Carlyn, I want you to know this, even if I break with my darling, I cant accept you ok... I just dont share the same feeling as you did with me... Yes I may love you, but in a sibling way... The love that I share with me daling is different ok... She is not just a sister to me, but she is my life source, without her, im just an empty shell... Like that last time when she nearly wanted to break up with me, I cried throughout... I just cant let her leave my side ok... Passerby, I know who are you already, I dont blame you for trying to help Carlyn, but please think of others... If you ask my darling to give up, the 2 of us wont be the only ones suffering... Carlyn will also suffer... Carlyn said that she dosent like me to emo, and if my darling breaks up with me, I will be super emo... Then Carlyn will also be super emo... Then She will start slashing again... Then the chain reaction will go on with all our close friends... darling, I wont give you up... I'll forever love you and forever be yours... If I cvant love you, then I wont love another... You have taken my heart and without a heart, I cant love... Nothing more... Emo vampire not gonna socalize... Im gonna be emo in my corners... New songs on my blog!! hahas... The 1st song is an OST from the game Devil May Cry Spooky at 1st but energetic later... Enjoy!
OMG! OMG! OMG!!!!!! Guess who I saw yesterday when I was on the way to the MRT Station?!
SAW MY DARLING!!! Hahas... so happy lolz! She wanted to run away, but luckily, too late lolz... Looks like wishes do come true!! Darling was scared of me at 1st lolz... hahas... Because i looked scary? Like What the?? Am I scary?? Naw, dont think so!! Im such a nice and caring person... Yesterday went to eat a t restaurant at i sont know where lolz... Because it was my father's birthday! Happy Birthday DADDY!! hahas... The dishes there were all big portion and damn nice lolz... 1) Tomyam soup(SALTY!) 2) Blackpepper Crab(Ate a lot, since when did i started eating crab?) 3) Deep fried sweat and sour grouper(Imba taste I tell you!) 4) Stingray(No mood to eat though) 5) Onion Omlet(As big as the plate!) 6) Vegetable(Didnt eat, Im a carnivor lolz) 7) Thosai!(Size: XXXL Its as long as your whole arm and as fat as your shin Total amount of money spent... Calculating... Well not too bad... $120 for 8 person including drinks... We have... 1 cold horlick(mine) 1 Mile Dino 1 Hot horlick 5 lime juice Not a bad meal... I'll try to find out the place from my parents... Oh ya, if you are going to order lime juice there, make sure you say "Dont want seeds" bacause the lime juice will have loads and loads of seeds when you dont say it, then it will be good luck to whoever drinking it lolz... After dinner, my dad had to blow cake!! hahas... I suggested to my cousin thatwe should clap loud loud and sing loud loud lolz... Then his reply was "I face my back against the crowd and sing" Bacause bahind him, was a wall and thus no one can see him sing lolz... The cake was Imba too! Dont know how to describe the taste lolz... But you can try to find it... hahas... The name of the cake is called Champaign cake lolz... No more posting! Biees people! ogotta work later lolz... gonna miss another dinner... They will be eating CURRY FISH HEAD! I want to eat too!! But working... Bye people!! 8 days have passed since i last posted...
Got nothing to post about... My life is now boring without excitement... This is just a post to show that my blog is not dead yet... So sleepy, yawns... This will be the shortest post ever lolz! Bye guys! Gonna sleep... zz... zz... zz... |
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