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Not fair! Not Fair! NOT FAIR!!!
Its Saturday today, but I cant go to east coast to skate just because its raining LIGHTLY! Skating is my passion! Why cant anyone see that?! I can take care of myself! Why does everyone treat me like as though i cant?! I'm a teen already! I'm no longer a kid! Skating is my passion! My slides may mean nothing to anyone else, but it means a lot to me... Its been 6 days since my last slide and it is gonna be 6 more days of not sliding... 12 days is enough for my to lose my slides... I work so hard for those slides and you just want me to lose them?! How is this possible! It is like asking my to quit skating, something that I wont do! EVER!! Its just a light rain, I can still skate... Its not like as though its gonna be VERY slippery and that I will fall and hurt myself badly... PLEASE! If I fall on wet ground, I will be OK! Trust me... It would be worse if I'm not able to go and skate... If I cant skate, it will mean losing my slides... When I lose my slides, I will go all out to get my slides back... At this time, I would not care if I get injured or not... I'll keep forcing myself to do my lost slides and even if I suffer a bad fall, I'll just wont stop falling... I will get more injured like this... Is there anyone in this world that would want this? Of course I would rather fall on wet grounds than fall endlessly just to get my slides back... Skating is a part of me, not skating means losing the part of me that keeps me happy... Currently crying in my heart... Patrol stations are places for cars to replenish their petrol, same with me and East Coast... East Coast is a place for me to replenish my happiness level for me to pass the week happily... If anyone finds my emo in school during this week, don't be surprise... Because I cant go to East Coast to replenish my happiness level today... My happiness has gone empty... I'm just an empty shell now... No life... Emotion-less... Emo... Blue text = Emo vampire... Its been days since i blogged... My computer is down and I cant use it... Currently using my brother's com and i just want to post a song from youtube(Lyrics provided)... here it is...
Yume De Aru Youni-Like A DreamKotae ga mitsu karanai modo kashisa de Itsu karaka kara mawari shiteita Chigau dareka no tokoro ni iku kimi wo semerareru hazu mo nai Nan to naku kizuiteita kimi no mayoi Yume de aru youni nando mo negatta yo Utsumuita mama sasayaita kotoba kanashiku kuri kaesu Hageshii ame ni boku no yowai kokoro wa tsuyoku utare Subete no tsumi wo nagashite hoshikatta Kitai to fuan ga furi sosogu kono machi de Boku wa michi wo sagashite Kimi wa tonari de chizu wo mite kureteta ne Yawarakana toki wo kanji nagara arukeru youna koi datta Yume de aru youni hitomi wo tojite ano hi wo omou Kaze ni dakarete waratteita futari Soshite asahi ga sasu goro boku no ude no naka Nemuru kimi no yasashii maboroshi wo miteitai Yume de aru youni kokoro no oku de towa ni kagayake Kimi to no hibi wa ari no mama no boku datta Itsuka egaiteta ashita e mou ichido aruki dasou Tatoe subete wo ushinatte mo nanika ga umareru to shinjite Kitto futari no deai mo tooi hi no kiseki datta kara 8 more days to exams guys! JiaYous for the remaining papers!!
Looking forward to the last day of exams... Regina, Maria, Carlyn and me!! Guys, anyone know where to buy swiss knifes? I dont want the one at interchange... That one so ugly... Keep me updated about the places ok!! Thanks all! Last night was a total shock to me... The 1st sms that i received from darling was, "Darling i wanna break up.." OMG! I was so shocked! Darling, everything that I said last night, every word of it is true... I can give up everything for you... I need you darling... I've never loved someone so deeply before... I've never shed so much tears for anyone before... I wont regret anything... You are my heartbeat, my source of life, the reason that i exist for... I love you a lots my angel! I would gladly give up everything for you... I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but i wont give up... What would i be without you... Dont leave me ok... Another song dedicated to my darling... Change - Taylor Swift 2nd post today... very bored lolz... .............. ………………*……………….. O..…………* *………..O ..**……….*….*……..* ….*..*…..*…..*….*..* ……*…..*……….*...* ……************ ……..*..lovel…* …..*..lovelovelo…* …*..lovelovelove… ..*.lovelovelovelo .*..lovelovelovel *..lovelovelovel *.. lovelovelovelov .*..lovelovelovel ..*…lovelovelovelo …*….lovelovelolov …..*….lovelovelovel ……..*….lovelovelovel ………..*….lovelovelovel ……………*…lovelovelo….* ………………*….love....* ............... ............... WOW!! Another artist who likes to draw with words on the computer... She is so much better than me lolz... Abstracted this from her blog lolz... Carlyn, hope you dont mind... It was just so nice lolz... I just edited your colours cause yours was white lolz... The original can be found on my-p4th3tic-l0v Hahas... hope you all can admire her art!! hahas Haiz... Im just Angry! ANGRY! ANGRY!!!!!!
Imeem sucks with the updated "30 sec" preview of each song... Now only about 3% of the song could be played... I've decided to have no music on my blog now until someone can intro me new ways to play songs... Next thing, my slides... I just have freaking no more courage to do my slides anymore... I keep charging my energy to prepare for my slides and in the end, I'll just screw them up and fall... damn... I dont mind falling, i just want my courage back... AHH!!! Someone please help me... Im gonna go mad... |
Im Leon Tan, Im studying in HaiSing Catholic school and Im a roller blade person. Im doing slides, so if you want to learn to slide, come find me! Hahas... My msn is Strikefreedomsf@hotmail.com... Need any tips or just want to add as friend, go ahead and add... December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 August 2010 November 2010 Amanda Andy Beatrice Belle Candy Carlyn Cavell Celine Cheryl Cheyenne Christabel Clarabelle Clarissa Crystal Desiree Diana Dixon Eileen Eunice Fionn Jennifer Joelle Kenneth LiangGin Lycia Magdelene Lim Maria Michelle Rachelle Regina Renee Samantha Sara Sharmaine Sheri ShiHui ShiMin Shirlee ShiTing ShuShan Skye SohVil Tammy Tessa WeeChin XueTing YewTai YueJie YunSuen Blogger Blogskins Layout by liverpool-girl |
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