Rebirth after Death

Tuesday, April 21, 2009:
Dammit!! My blog is so dead... Someone please visit and spam my taggy!!

Haiz... Finally told her the truth... I could tell that she was very unhappy and sad...
What can I do?? Its nature... Sorry, I just have a change of heart... I just loved her the moment i saw her ok... I'm so sorry... Bah! Why am I feeling sorry? She wont listen to me... And even if she did listen to me, i dont think she will take what i said... Its just not meant to be between us... So, goodbye... It was nice while it lasted...

Am I doing the right thing?? Should I be doing this?? DONT KNOW! I need help... People, I have to sort this out, but I dont know how...

Please, help me... Im drowning in my darkness again... The light was almost surfacing... But now, the light is getting dimmer and dimmer as I go deeper and deeper into my dark world...
WeeChin, Shirlee, I appreciate that you tried to get me to surface again... But its no use, I'll just go deeper in again... Its just a matter of time...

Will there still be anyone to save me from my dark waters this time??
Will I ever see the light again??
Will anyone stay by my side even when Im down in my despair??

So many questions, but no answers...

Furthermore, friends are drifting apart slowly by slowly... If it is confirmed, I guess I'm gonna cry again...

So many sad things in my conscience... None can I overcome... Even with the help of friends, its still difficult...

I guess Im not going to be myself for a long time now... At least, until someone tried to get me back... Something that many tried, but failed...


Leon revealed this on 4:10 PM
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