Rebirth after Death

Wednesday, April 29, 2009:
YAY YAY YAY!!
2 more people want to skate!! hahas...

Vampireon is so HAPPY!!

This means more motivation to try out slides!! I just love to skate, especially with people!

Things that Vampireon loves:-
1) Darling!
2) Skating
3) "Family" (God-sis, God-bro, God-mum etc.)
4) Computer
5) Inline Culture
6) HSCS
7) PREFECTS!!
8) 2E3 '09
9) 2E4 '09
10) 1E1 '09
11) Friends
12) Real Family
13) Being EMO

Oh my! There are so many things that i love...

I wasn't expecting so many lolz!

Maria, Carlyn said that she will teach you how to skate hahas...
I will help to teach too!!

Carlyn, I will also teach you, hahas...

Next time go east coast skate with me!!
Carlyn, call KC to learn how to skate...
Maria, bring Dylan along to skate some time... I'm interested to see Dylan skate lolz!!

My heart has moved through different sports...
1st, Biking
2nd, Badminton
3rd, Taekwondo
4th, Skating

hahas... I'm guessing that its going to stay in skating for the longest time lolz!!

Currently trying to do parallel slide an soyale...
Still, its heart pain to know that I'm losing my other slides in the midst of learning these 2 slides :'( ...

TaiTai Mentor, I still need more teaching from you!! hahas...

Oh ya! Instructor course... Should i go for it??
Jeremy said that i needed some skills 1st:-
1) Parallel turn(L&R)
2) Powerslide(L&R)
3) T-Brake(L&R)

Thing 1 need to learn before the course are:-
1) Parallel turn(L)
2) Powerslide(L)

2 things to learn, but then are difficult!! OMG!!
The course is in either July or August...
That leaves me with only about 9-15 weeks to train!!
AHH!! That is such a short time!! I still have to minus off the EXAMS and my NEPAL TRIP...
OH MY TIAN!! Only around 9-10 weeks!!
Dammit! Even lesser time to practice!
Regina, you better know this... its crucial for the course!

I'm so stressed! Not because of exams, but because of the course... I dont know why but i am never stressed about exams even though I want to be stress...
I'm such a freak!

Forget it... If I cant be stressed about exams, then its just typical me...
On the other hand, ANYONE WANTS TO SKATE WITH ME?! I'll be teaching for free!!
Tell me if you are interested! I would love to teach you how to skate...
BuhBYE people!!


Leon revealed this on 4:41 PM
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Thursday, April 23, 2009:
Yay!! Darling finally replied my sms!! It was after 2 days of no-replies... But now, IM SO HAPPY!! Pass 2 days was like erm... how to put it... err... AH! I know!
Pass 2 days was like so EMO!!

LOLZ!!!

Oh ya... JieRu, sorry about today's sms... I wan just joking about it ok... so sorry... I'll try to gather info to get him to not-like you without breaking his heart ok... Take it as my apology...



I dedicate this song to my darling... It's just what i would do for you...
Hope it shows you how much i love you!!


Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away,
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
, So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go


Leon revealed this on 2:22 PM
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009:
Dammit!! My blog is so dead... Someone please visit and spam my taggy!!

Haiz... Finally told her the truth... I could tell that she was very unhappy and sad...
What can I do?? Its nature... Sorry, I just have a change of heart... I just loved her the moment i saw her ok... I'm so sorry... Bah! Why am I feeling sorry? She wont listen to me... And even if she did listen to me, i dont think she will take what i said... Its just not meant to be between us... So, goodbye... It was nice while it lasted...

Am I doing the right thing?? Should I be doing this?? DONT KNOW! I need help... People, I have to sort this out, but I dont know how...

Please, help me... Im drowning in my darkness again... The light was almost surfacing... But now, the light is getting dimmer and dimmer as I go deeper and deeper into my dark world...
WeeChin, Shirlee, I appreciate that you tried to get me to surface again... But its no use, I'll just go deeper in again... Its just a matter of time...

Will there still be anyone to save me from my dark waters this time??
Will I ever see the light again??
Will anyone stay by my side even when Im down in my despair??

So many questions, but no answers...

Furthermore, friends are drifting apart slowly by slowly... If it is confirmed, I guess I'm gonna cry again...

So many sad things in my conscience... None can I overcome... Even with the help of friends, its still difficult...

I guess Im not going to be myself for a long time now... At least, until someone tried to get me back... Something that many tried, but failed...


Leon revealed this on 4:10 PM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009:
Guys!! Im going to revive the Anno blog again... Please to to the blog... there is a suggestion that I would like your comments on... I find that it is a good IDEA and thats why you all must give my your views! I'll be trying to make it like a forum... With a shout out box!! PLEASE GO TO Skate-hscs.blogspot.com


Leon revealed this on 6:34 PM
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009:

Haiz... I hate nature, nature hate me... I just wanted them to grow healthily, so added fertilizer... When I got up, the plant's branches scratched me near my eye... Small, but very deep... And its damn stinging...
Yesterday, the plant even whipped me with its leaves and left no evidence... Bad day today... Not gonna say the other thing that happened, I will look like an idiot... Well, it least there is someone that cares a lot about me... Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it...
Gonna end this sad post now...


Leon revealed this on 6:31 PM
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