Rebirth after Death

Tuesday, March 17, 2009:
OMG!! Its been 8 days since i updated... Lolz... I guess you guys think that my blog is dead, but as you can see now, I BACK AGAIN!!! HAHAS!!

Well... Past few days passed in a flash... From schooling days, turned to holidays...

Now its all HOMEWORK and TRAINING... and of course GOING TO MOVIE!!
Still... its just one more week and I'm back to my emo self again...
Haiz... No matter how much I wish and hope, I know that i wont be able to have things the way i want... God just don't want it that way... Well, if this is to be my destiny, then so be it... No matter how hard i try, i can never overpower those that are more powerful than me...

If it is my destiny to live as an emo person, then so be it...

Though i really dont want you to go, I know that i have to let go somehow, somewhere...
You will recieve an sms from me on sunday night... I hope that I can see you in the near future again...
As each day passes, I feel more and more sad everyday... As the day comes nearer, my despair of sadness grows larger... When the day comes and you are on that plane, you will know that I will be crying my heart out because we are parted again...
It was nice while it lasted, but nothing lasts forever... I have to give it up somewhere along the road of life...

Its always hard to give up and say goodbye...

I have many friends and others may think that "Since I have so many, what does letting go of one matter?" But to me, every friend is something special... Every individual soul who is my friend is more precious than any diamond and worth more than any amount of gold...
Friends stichk together through anything, friendship is like a long chain that goes through burning flames, icy waters, bombardment of rocks and strong tentions and comes out unbrokened but stronger...
Friens are everything to me, thats why I make a big deal out of losing any souls because they are my everything, without them, I am nothing, hollow, weak...

Counting down to my most emo of days : 6 Days


Leon revealed this on 3:19 PM
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