Rebirth after Death

Tuesday, March 31, 2009:
I'll open this post with a poem for a particular Girl... Not gonna say her name though...


You changed my world with the blink of an eye;
That is something that i cant deny.
You put me in my hyper self;
That's why i treasure you more than any wealth.

You just don't know what you've done for me;
You even pushed me to the best that i could be.
You really are an angel sent from above;
Here to shower me with your care and love.

When I'm with you I won't shed a tear;
As your touch chased away all my fear.
You've given me a life that i could live worthwhile;
Its so much better when you smile.

Its so magical those things you've made;
To bring back my faith that has almost fade.
Now my life is a dream come true;
It all started when I loved you.

Now I've found what I am looking for;
Its you and your love and nothing more.
Cause you have given me this feeling of happiness;
In my darkest when I feel useless.

I wish I could talk till the end of day;
But I am running out of words to say.
So I'll end with the line that you know;
"I LOVE YOU" more than what i could show.

I love this poem... But i Love her so much more....
Ended!!


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Tuesday, March 17, 2009:
OMG!! Its been 8 days since i updated... Lolz... I guess you guys think that my blog is dead, but as you can see now, I BACK AGAIN!!! HAHAS!!

Well... Past few days passed in a flash... From schooling days, turned to holidays...

Now its all HOMEWORK and TRAINING... and of course GOING TO MOVIE!!
Still... its just one more week and I'm back to my emo self again...
Haiz... No matter how much I wish and hope, I know that i wont be able to have things the way i want... God just don't want it that way... Well, if this is to be my destiny, then so be it... No matter how hard i try, i can never overpower those that are more powerful than me...

If it is my destiny to live as an emo person, then so be it...

Though i really dont want you to go, I know that i have to let go somehow, somewhere...
You will recieve an sms from me on sunday night... I hope that I can see you in the near future again...
As each day passes, I feel more and more sad everyday... As the day comes nearer, my despair of sadness grows larger... When the day comes and you are on that plane, you will know that I will be crying my heart out because we are parted again...
It was nice while it lasted, but nothing lasts forever... I have to give it up somewhere along the road of life...

Its always hard to give up and say goodbye...

I have many friends and others may think that "Since I have so many, what does letting go of one matter?" But to me, every friend is something special... Every individual soul who is my friend is more precious than any diamond and worth more than any amount of gold...
Friends stichk together through anything, friendship is like a long chain that goes through burning flames, icy waters, bombardment of rocks and strong tentions and comes out unbrokened but stronger...
Friens are everything to me, thats why I make a big deal out of losing any souls because they are my everything, without them, I am nothing, hollow, weak...

Counting down to my most emo of days : 6 Days


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Monday, March 9, 2009:
Haiz... I've only started to know you for a few days and within 2 weeks, I can't see you again...

Is a it a must for this to happen??
Can't you stay longer??

I know that it has only been a few days, but now you are one of my most treasured friends... I feel as though I've known you for at least 2 months...
We are already so close, but you are going away soon again, and again we will be apart, very far apart...
I can't see you anymore after 23 march...
Its so hard to say goodbye, especially to someone so close...
To those that just forget about their friends if they are going away, all I can say is... You don't have real friends...

For me, I treasure all my close friends... That's why i don't want to lose you... If you go, I don't know what I'll do...
When you go, I'll probably cry even though you tell me not to...
I don't want that day to ever come, but i know that no matter how much i wish for it, it will never happen...
I just want to say that it was nice being your brother for that period of time, and i don't want to lose you, so please do keep in contact with me... Lastly, I love you...

Vanessa, if you ever come across this post, just note that i Love you more... Just that she is a very treasured friend that i have made...

Preparing to say goodbye in 2 weeks time...
D': I don't want to lose you...


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Sunday, March 1, 2009:
WOOHOO!!

New slides:-
1) Acid Cross
2) Pornstar
3) Fast Wheel(without Fakie)

Slides in-learning:-
1) Starslide
2) Low Fast Wheel
3) Wheel Barrow
4) Soyale
5) J-slide

Hahas!! So happy that im learning fast!! Regina!! Hurry up! You are so lagging behind!!
New Wheel Rider brand gloves rock!! Now i wont have any scratches on my palms! Best thing is that i just got them yesterday!!
Costed me a good 19.90, but still worth it because it protects...

Good advice: "Want to play slides, be fully protected 1st... Just in case anything happens, there is a higher chance to be able to continue skating after what has happened..."

OMG!! I sound like a coach lol!

Nevermind though... BECAUSE I AM(Burning desire) AIMING TO BE A SKATING INSTRUCTOR!!
Then I will be earning money to buy skating stuffz!!

Regina! You got the honour of being my 1st student! I can teach you all the slides that i already know! hahas... Since Im not certified yet, its gonna be FOC to all that i teach! hahas...


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