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I finally know the reason that i joined prefects for...
The reason I've been working so hard for... It is because of elections... But now, elections is gone... Top 10 and Mr Gng are going to CHOOSE the next top 10... This is not fair... I've been working so hard to get into elections and now its gone! All my effort, down the drain... It is easier to get the positions I want in this new system, but i don't want it this way... I rather work to get my position... Everything I have and wanted for in prefects, all being brought down by 1 single lost of elections... I do want the position... I really do... But not by getting it this way... Want it, but not like this... Motivation is all gone... One BURNING multiple choice question is left in my head... "Quit or don't quit?" If I quit, then all my sorrows will be gone and i can focus more... If I don't quit, i can continue to stay in the board and be a leader... I don't mind stopping at 300m in a 400m race, because all I ever wanted for is GONE... Why must this happen to me?! What did I ever do to deserve this?! I work hard! Even do extra to help lighten the load of other prefects! Is that a bad thing?! I don't think so!! I have never done anything to harm the board or anyone in it before! Please, I need help... I don't know what to do... I'm breaking, I'm crying... |
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