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Haiz... Feeling so emo these few days... The worst thing is that I don't even know what am I emoing about! How is this possible?!
Today, I was totally NOT me! In class, i usually disturb KaiJie by poking him and hitting him... But today, I hardly touched him! Recess and lunch was emoing too... Hardly spoke today... The only time today that I'm not emo is during DnT... Want to get number from a girl also so difficult... Cause i hardly talk to her, today was the 1st time that i had a proper conversation with her... Cecilia is quite cute... But I'm not in love with her! I already got Vanessa anyway... and she is never gonna leave the place in my heart which is reserved for her... I love her that time... I love her now... And I'm going to love her till the end of my life road... Caring about Vanessa is not about what i want for myself, but it is about what i want for her... Loving Vanessa is like breathing, how could i ever stop... She is the light in my great darkness... My hope when it all seems hopeless... To me, she is highly very precious... The love we share is priceless... Being together with her is happiness... But being away from her, I'm emotionless... She is my one and only Lioness... I really miss her a lots... How I wish I can see her... |
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