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My Dearest baby Anne, its gonna be a really long long long letter with eight hundred words of my love for you, but i bet you'll love it as much as you love me. Well, i better get started on my super long essay.
It's only been one month and fifteen days of our relationship, but all throughout the time being together with you, I have never once regretted asking you that question. My love for you is truly deep and sincere, you got me falling so deeply in love with you my dear! You are the best thing that's ever been mine~! All the dates we had, all the kisses we shared, all the hugs we gave, you won't believe it, but I remember every single one of them as every single one of them is important to me. You were shy being me during our first few days being together, but slowly you became more and more open towards me until now. You are still a little shy, but i can see that you really don't mind being with me anymore, in fact, I can tell that you WANT to be with me more than anything. Every date we had was fun and memorable, till towards the end when you walked into your house or your dad's car, that will always be the time i get emo. Like i told you so many times before, i don't like to leave you when I'm with you. Its not often that we can go out, because of your parents and my work, that's why every date we have is special, because only on our dates are we together physically, something that is not really easy to have. I always get excited when I am about to meet you and when I'm finally with you, I care nothing else in the world, because with you around, I will feel in heaven where everything is perfect and flawless. When I'm with you, all my pains disappear, all my worries gone, all my stress relieved, but the moment you leave, everything comes back again and my heaven soon turns to hell. I really hate to leave you physically my dear. Our first month came quickly, but it wasn't as special as I wanted it to be because I had to give you your surprise sooner than our month-sary, really sorry for that, but you still loved it just as much. You couldn't get me anything, its okay, because i don't need a gift from you my dear, because all I really want is your heart, your love and your trust, but you wrote me a love letter instead, a very long and sweet love letter which i carry everywhere not because I'm too lazy to take it out, but because I really love the message that you wrote for me, it reminds me of you(like is there even anything that DOESN'T remind me of you?). I take out the letter to read all the time, reliving the time that i first read it, I even showed the letter to some of my friends though they didn't read its content. See, I'm proud that you are my dearest baby and I'm not afraid or ashamed to tell the world that you are my darling! I know that you are proud that I'm your dearest boy too, but you don't tell the world because you are scared of what others may think and also scared that your parents find out about us and tries to break us up, you are forgiven for that. I wonder what will happen if one day we suddenly break up, I WONDER, but i DON'T WANT to find out! Ahahaha! Our love will never end! We will last!! Have you noticed that since the time we got together until now, we have never had a single quarrel? Bet you didn't know that right? Petty squabbles don't count ok. Our love is strong, nothing can break us apart ant nothing ever will. The rain can wash away everything we wrote on the sand, but it can never stop me from loving you. I love you way too much my dearest, and i can't bear to let you go. For once, I am going to be really really REALLY selfish, you are MINE and MINE ALONE!! NOBODY ELSE CAN HAVE YOU! Neither can you go to anyone else okay? Your class BBQ was the best date i ever had with you, I know that i wasn't suppose to be there and I know that i changed your plans of what you are going to do there, I'm really sorry okay. The night at the breakwater with you was the best time I ever had with you, I really wanted time to freeze there and then, the atmosphere around us was just perfect and sparks were flying around us, we were really in love then, well, our feelings for each other was much more then at least. Sometimes, i really wish that while we are having our er ren shi jie, it would rain and we would kiss. Kissing you in the rain is just perfect for me, its true that we will get wet, but at proves that when I'm with you, nothing else matters, the rain is cold and we will be drenched, but as long as I'm with you, the cold and the water doesn't bother me at all, because you are everything to me and nothing else matters when we are together. I really love you my darling baby, and I will never trade you for anything else in the world, in fact, I'd trade EVERYTHING I have just to be with you. Everything I do for you is with all my heart, every sacrifice I give for you is worth everything, every word I say to you is all true and every 'I LOVE YOU' I say to you comes from the bottom of my heart. You are my everything and I love you, more than my own life. P.S Confirm more than 800 words already, first paragraph alone 425 words already :D Ger... You promised that we'd be close friends after our break... But since then, we've been drifting further and further apart... I know that there was a time that i stopped messaging you... But i only did so in the hope that you'll notice me if i didn't message you... Whenever i message you, I always wait for your reply with my phone in my hand... Just to catch the instant that you reply... But most of the time, i don't get one... I really want to talk to you and be close to you again like last time... Why did this happen? I thought we were suppose to be very good friends... sigh... Is it because you don't want me to fall for you anymore?? Is that the reason why you're being so cold to me? Because you don't want me to continue loving you?? sigh... You know that i told you that I'd give up... But truthfully, I didn't okay... I still love you very greatly... The only difference is that i love you more now... After my attempt to stop loving you, I realised how much i truly loved you... I couldn't let you go, despite my best... Just like how you couldn't love me despite your efforts to do so... I really cant forget or give up loving you... I really love you a lot... Many times I tried to forget you, the most I ever forgotten about you was for only 3 hours... Each time I forget you, you never fail to get back into my head... Each time you come back, I realise how much I really love you that i cant let go... I think of you all the time... I even dream of you... They were sweet dreams, but when morning comes and i wake up, i realise that it will never come true... I cry every night, because I miss you... I emo everyday because I love you, but I cant have you... Germaine... I really do love you deeply... Please... Can you give us another chance? Life has really been miserable without your presence... I know that i look happy every time you see me, but its just a fake smile... Yea, I'm smiling... But inside, I'm dying... I'll tell you honestly... You are the only one so far who is able to make me miss you so much... Because i miss you that much, i love you even more... Because i miss you that much, i go insane... Because I miss you that much, I nearly committed suicide... Its because i love you that much that I always want to get closer to you, hoping that i can get another chance... I just love you... More and More each day...
Hey people! I back after not posting for 3 weeks...
Honestly, I think this blog is gonna be head very soon... got no motivation to blag... If you want me to continue blogging, then give me motivation ok... By the way... If you come to my blog, please do leave your comments... Don't just come and go ok... Leave something behind... Anyway, I'm now learning to play the guitar, so if there are anybody out there who knows how to play the guitar, please do tell me ok... I'll go to you for help... hahas... haiz... I still have nothing to blog about... Wait, actually I have LOADS of things to blog about, but I'm super lazy to elaborate... I got topics on:- 1) Competition 2) Overseas trip 3) Computer 4) Games 5) Arcade So, want to know anything on these topics, tell me ok... Sadded... Can't go out unless I finish my homework... Trying to chiong already... Want to go out next week... Hmm... 4 more days and my Darling will be in Japan... Well... I'm now super lazy and don't feel like typing anymore... So sayonara people! Hey people! And spammers...
Wanna know something about me? Well here it is... I am the type of people that can never see spammers, because they are too cowardly and make themselves look small... In face, they make themselves so small that even with the aid of the world's most powerful microscope, I still won't be able to see them! Isn't that cool!!! HAHAS... The funny thing is that I will know that there are spammers, but I just can't seem to see them... Hahas... So here is a lesson for you all... If you want your comments to be seen by me, kindly leave your names... Unlike some teeny tiny people that just cant afford to let themselves be acknowledged by me because they are too ugly! hahas... So, next time you gonna spam with anything else but your name, be prepared to have those few minutes of your time go to waste, because only you will see them... Others that care for them or back them up, sorry to say that you are smaller than them... Whenever I see tiny people, I have a tendency to step on them... So don't risk your life and die under my shoe... There is so many other better ways to doe then being killed under my shoe! HAHAS!!! Hasn't been posting for a long time...
No my blog is not dead ok... Just didn't feel like blogging... I still don't feel like blogging... Been moody these few days as things are not going as planned... I'm just gonna blog now to "revive" my blog(Inverted commas bacause it wasn't even dead) Well... That's it I guess... Life must go on be it being in good times or bad times... Must really learn to let the bad things go away... Hahas... Sayonara peoples! This is so cute!!!! Hey people! Im back again! hahas...
New skin, new URL... A fresh start again, hahas... Well, yesterday, I was happy... More than that actually... hahas... Managed to spend the whole day with my baby... hahas... Not gonna elaborate on that... hahas... Just wanted to blog so that my blog wont look, so dead... And I realised that I use a lot of "hahas" lolz!! Anyway, competition coming soon and my wheels are still not burnt down yet! OMG!! Gotta start burning them... Headaches are what stress and eager-ness brings me... hahas... Will do my best for this competition... My wish may come true after the competition... I want to be in ELITE!!! AHHHHHH!!! Gotta train hard!!!! Give my motivation! hahas... Beatrice: Remember the promise I made to you for making my project? I got my important materials already... hahas... Now I just need a whole bunch of aluminum foil, a black marker, a whole lot of transparent tape and a whole lot of time before I can start making it... hahas... Up till now, you are the only one that knows about my personnel project and I promise that you will be one of the 1st to see it... hahas... Cheers!!! Darling: Thanks for yesterday... Hahas... Really enjoyed myself... Looking forward to our day... Its coming soon... Less than a weeks time... I love you darling! Aishiteru! Wo ai ni!! Muackxz... End of post... hahas... See ya peoples!! |
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